Hiiii! I hope today went well :/ :/
Next time, i shall not try to attempt to bring my own food and buy my picnic lunch instead!!
Anw, we went from..... Tamp int > Botanical Gardens > Cathay > Century Square > Movies > Tm Arcade > Home :D
We caught He's just not that into you!! Awesome i swear, hahahhaha. Its so full of quotable quotes and me being a sucker for such quotes will spam you w/ em. FEEL FREE TO IGNORE IT HAHHAHAHA. Pics up tmr :)

"Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope."
-Gigi

"Gigi: So what now I'm just supposed to turn from every guy who doesn't like me?
Alex: Uh. Yeah!
Gigi: There's not gonna be anybody left..."

"I had this guy leave me a voice mail at work, so I called him at home, and then he emailed me to my BlackBerry, and so I texted to his cell, and now you just have to go around checking all these different portals just to get rejected by seven different technologies. It’s exhausting."
-Mary

Its the kind of show that makes you go, Awwww at the end and snaps you back to reality that sometimes things don't always go the way you want them to but like the cliche quote goes, everything will be ok in the end, because if its not ok, then its not the end.

Aw i luv you guys.
Can you believe it? It's been four bloody years. Four. Bloody. Years. We've seen each other when they were ugly, pretty, half naked, crying, smiling, laughing, dancing, singing.

I keep typing words and then end up deleting them because words can't really describe our friendship cause its one of a kind.

We're not the perfect bunch of people, we all have very different flaws, but still flaws nonetheless. We've watch as our closest friends slowly change, appearance and personality wise, for the better. I won't say that we have the perfect friendship, where we know exactly what each other is thinking, and know each other like the back of our hands. We've had our fair share of ups and downs, inside quarrels and disputes, but the fact that now, 4 yrs ltr, we're still friends, definitely shows something.

I'm not making promises, that for sure, we'll be friends in years down the room, that we'll be there for each other at every concert, at every graduation or that we really will be there as each other's bridesmaids or godmothers to each other's children. That maybe 20 or 30 yrs down the road, we will be a bunch of typical aunties talking about our children and how the prices of oil/flour/rice went up. But I can promise that years down the road, I will look back and never regret any time spent with you guys.

None of us have perfect lives. There is always some sort of problem waiting for us round every bend. But sometimes, it really takes a video like that to show that, we may not have everything we want, but we really are blessed.
I'm not saying that after we go to our respective polys, we'll still stick to each other, and not make new friends or anything like that. More like, we'll all go ahead with our lives, pursuing our respective diplomas, making a new set of friends, a new clique but when we look back, when we think that we have no true friends, we'll look back and know that we'll always be there for each other.


I could have never asked for a better group of friends. Really ♥

Bedok int for lunch & SATA with Yingzxz and Fee for medical! Spent the time laughing, talking and giggling damn loudly. I really think we were the noisiest people in the clinic. Urine test was hilarious but i shall not touch on the details HAHAHAHHA. Wasted 2-3hrs there! Thank god for them or i would have been bored to death. BK w/ Fee for dinner. Yay we resisted the temptation of crepes:) Omg & Fee came up with this ridiculous (YES ITS PRETTY RIDICULOUS) idea that we should keep a spending journal (?!?!), So we know where we spend all our $$. So we said, lets get a nice small notebook that will fit into our smallest bags. So we spent a lot of time cooing over the uber cute tiny notebooks in Artbox. AND THEN WE LEFT THERE EMPTY HANDED. Cause Fee said we should, decorate them ourselves instead! OK, so we went popular to get cheaper plain notebooks to decorate. AND THEN WE LEFT THERE EMPTY HANDED TOO. Why why why? BECAUSE WE DECIDED THAT WE WON'T WRITE ANYTHING ON IT AND IT WILL BE A WASTE OF $ BETTER SPEND IT ON SHOPPING RIGHT.

Omg, seriously. I swear we will never ever be able to save $. Accept it.

Nothing beats chatting with your good friend on a rainy day with hot chocolate and ferrerro rocher. I think it's the simplest things like this that makes me love the moments together♥♥♥

We talked and talked. Played our version of tarot card, WHICH TOTALLY SUCKED FOR ME. THANKS YING!!! Hahhahah, dammit. Sat on the top of my double decker bed, taking pictures and making videos. Guitar hero on hard ftw!! Aw ying, you know i luv you!

Sigh medical checkup ltr & i'm crossing my fingers i'll be so damn healthy i won't need a blood test :( :( :(

Why is the polytechnic enrollment leaving me so confused? :(

THANKS YING YOU'RE A LIFESAVER GLOVE YOU!!!!

HELLO I GOT MY ENROLLMENT PACKAGE THINGY TODAY.
:D Yay finally.

Hahahahha I woke up damn early to go to z's camp today to see his dogs and omgbbq i swear crystal is damn cute cute cute and black is damn big and heavier than me. Hahahhaha. Came back, then went to band to find Tengzxz and Gracia to pass them their Xmas present!! Headed down to pasir ris to meet dom and pass him his cd. Jason decided to ps him so i accompanied him for 1.5 hrs. Omg i'm so nice right?! HAHAHA. Ok i had a good day again. Had dinner just now & saw chewy!! Tianzxz can someone really tell me the actual price of poly fees. I'm feeling v xintong right now ok : (

Meh, got to work tmr cause im broke :(
ATHENS,GREECE/ORIENTATION?

Hiiii! Today saw me going down to buonavista with yingsterzxzx. Sorry i made you go so early :( Meet Jason and Dom and went to Holland v! Had Dinner at this Mexican restaurant. Disturbed the puppies at PLC. Hahahahhah damn cute i swear. The cocker spaniel looks a lot like a stuff toy! Cold Rock Ice Creamery. Boysenberry + Whitechoc with maltesers. Starbucks cause a certain someone didn't want to go back. In the end we cabbed back cause we're a bunch of lazy people. Holland v has a lot of angmohs O: & I swear the ang moh kids are damnnnn freaking cute. Hahahahah. And the Holland v "Mall" is pathetic!

Passing Dom $ and his cd tmr, then down to band for a short while (?)

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I'm loving waking up at 11, sleeping for 10hrs, going out with friends, laughing and doing stupid stuff together, like singing songs while walking and dancing like a potential clubber. NOT POTATO CLUBBER OKOK. I'm loving making lists, crossing fingers that we'll complete them, doing totally random stuff, shopping, eating good food. I'm loving my life right now. I'm wishing that it wouldn't end.

There’s a reason the pharmacy includes a suggested intake
on the prescription bottle, and you, my friend, are it ♥

Oh my i seriously love my friends, they make me laugh and laugh and laugh. What will i do without them really. I swear if every night is like this, i'll probably die from laughter soon. We have so many inside jokes that we can't remember all of them. Hahahhaa I spent the day talking to ying, playing valkyrie profile and powerpets!

FEE, GO PLAY POWERPETS TOO!!

An Angel? No, An Aerith!

HI I HAD A CURLS TODAY!!
Hahahahah. Happy vday!!♥♥
I had an okay day with awesome awesome company!!♥
Fee came over, watched me eat, spongebob square pants!, fussing over what to wear, curling our hair. Met the others at Pasir ris int, headed to pasir ris where we rollerbladed and fed the mosquitoes our blood :( I'm sure Fee can skate now!! So lets go iceskating soon again k! Saw ponies ponies ponies. Omg i swear horseback riding lessons costs a bomb, v turnoff :( Whitesands for neoprints! 14 feb 14 feb. Library where we read gossip magazines and bitched about the celebrities, Hahahha! I swear we had nothing better to do. Phins!! Drool worthy dinner! Foodcourt for my Icekachang, no liao, extra milk pls!! Arcade, Throwing-ball-thingy game, Photo hunt!! I got a new bag today :) :) He shall be my valentine! I luvvv today, i swear my friends never fail to crack me up. S.A.D, B.A.D FTW OK!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

On the sidenote, B18!!! spells alcohol, m18, dxo, wedding crashers, pigtails, ALL BLACK, hotel sleepover, 10places, bus marathon, welfare org, flash mob, cosplay!!!, proper movie marathon, GMAX OMG, heels!, mini golf 8), cable car, snow city, pulau ubin, community classes, prawning, musical, pitch a teen, donate blood :(, fly a kite! & more!!

:D ♥

Our new trend. Double coloured layered skirt. Chio!!

BALLERINA!

BALLERINA IN ACTION!
(k la, actually she was trying to get the purple thing off. but looks kewl hor!)

PREGNANT

FARMER GURL FTW!

We make stupid look cool hor.

FEE, RMBR THIS OR NOT?! :D

Omg, isn't this a really pretty school. I like schools made out of bricks!!! :D
I have such weird taste, i know. But i don't like those modern sci-fi kewl kinda school buildings. BRICKS FTW!
Plus its UWA! If i do go there, I'll be there with dear phryne!! :D
KEWL YES?

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MUST READ MUST READ I SWEAR AHAHAHHAHA.

"♪-XINYING says:
omg my reputation no more...
♥, Deanna. says:
HAHAHAHHA
♥, Deanna. says:
got reputation in the first place meh!
"♪-XINYING says:
GOT LOHHHHHHHH
"♪-XINYING says:
the nice pretty kind perfectionist xinying.


♥Fiona;♡ says:
HELLO CHIO PERFECTIONIST
"♪-XINYING says:
:(


♥Fiona;♡ says:
THE BALLERINA AH
♥Fiona;♡ says:
AHAHAH
"♪-XINYING says:
YEAH MAN
"♪-XINYING says:
chio right?!?!?!?!??!?!
♥Fiona;♡ says:
OWNS ALL MAN

This is why i love my friends!
HAHAHH Farmers ftw!!! Ying i know you love me, isn't the story touching?
http://amethystfio.multiply.com/photos/album/121/Haagen_Daz
Picture from long ago.
IMY MY FRINGE PLS DONT EVER LEAVE ME AGAIN. WHAT WILL I DO WITHOUT YOU? WHEN YOU LEFT, YOU TOOK A PART OF ME AWAY :(
OHMY WHY AM I SO DRAMATIK?

My story. The Awesome Friend Named Deanna
♥, Deanna. says:
there was a girl ballerina named xinying
who got pregnant
"♪-XINYING says:
LOLL okay okay.
♥, Deanna. says:
so her bestfriend
♥, Deanna. says:
decided to be a farmer
♥, Deanna. says:
to help her raise her child!!!!
♥, Deanna. says:
ISN'T SHE SWEET

Yeh, isn't she sweet? I'm a farmer, I plant love and I have temptation resistant spray!

♥Fiona;♡ says:
is there a way to cure curiosity?
♥, Deanna. says:
kill a cat!!!

I'm so ridiculous right? :D

Procrastinated today! Another lesson learnt, never say, I won't do any on mon/tues/wed/thursday, because i will always always end up with plans.
Another thing, i was reading the news recently. 20000 new jobs for the tourism industry next year. Govt will be pumping more $$ into tourism. Also, Biomedical sector is continually growing and is expected to grow over the next few years. Why is the media industry so small? Sigh, i'm feeling so insecure about my future. Was mass comm really the right choice? ... OK I NEED TO STOP THINKING SO MUCH.

I dreamed i was dying as i so often do. And when i awoke, i was sure it was true.
I ran to the window, threw my head to the sky and said,
Whoever is up there, please don't let me die ♥

http://www.guardian.co.uk/uk/2009/jan/31/knife-crime-croydon

1) This is exactly the reason why i support death penalty
2) I need to stop crying!!
3) I'm glad I can walk around in Singapore and midnight and feel safe (sort of)
4) It's damn bloody sad sad sad.
5) I really need to stop crying...
6) This is why i can't be a newscaster
7)I'll probably break down and have crying fits when news like these come on.
8) Sigh, life is so unpredictable seriously.

...

9) OK I SHOULD REALLY STOP CRYING. MY DAD THINKS IM AN EMOTIONAL WRECK NOW.

Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your hearts out ♥

Krashed my house today! Followed by wasted time queuing for stupid machine which cheated my feelings :( Slurpee. Basketball. Olddd = Tired tired tired. Macs. Home. Dinner. Work.
Omg I swear i cannot work for more than 2hrs. I feel like dying right now, really!! FOR THE SAKE OF $$!!!

Last night after playing Super Smash Bros Brawl!! with Greg, the two of us and my parents were in my room talking about Angpao $$, Athens and suddenly my Dad said.

Dad: I think it's time to let you guys watch more Discovery Channel and etc.
Me to Greg: Omg, is he talking about Cable?!
Greg to Me: Really ah!! I can't believe it!
Me to Greg: I CAN'T BELIEVE HE'S GETTING CABLE.
Dad: Ya la! Cable la, why?
Me & Greg: Nothingggg : D

Omggggg, WHY IS HE SO NICE SUDDENLY HAHAHHAHA. I mean, he never wanted to get cable for us because he thought that we'll be practically stuck to the tv when he does. So when we have given up all hope of getting cable... V irritating hor. I tell you another irritating thing. I was looking through the pictures we took in Macau and last year's mother's day pictures!! Omg It seriously sucks to have a mother more photogenic than you. Tianzxz I lead such a sad life. I shall show you the picture soon. YOU'LL TOTALLY UNDERSTAND OK!! :( :( :(

Omg i collected $5xx worth of angpaos this year O: O:
Ok i can't believe it!! Hahhahha sadly i can only keep half, and half of which i've spent already. Shucks this sucks :( At least i'm a little richer now! I shall learn to be a lot more frugal and thrifty since i'm not getting allowance till April!

My neighbour is a life saver :) She offered me a job!! Though the pay is miserable, i have very flexible hours! Plus its mainly data entry, very brainless work just that after looking at numbers for hours you really get very irritated. Thank god i didn't get into Accounting :) Another downside is that this is really very temporary and i doubt i'll be able to earn three digits from it :( Sighzxz, ITS BETTER THAN NOTHING. Am seriously still thinking about working and studying because i need to fund my trip to ** in June on my own!! :( So maybe i'll work like Mar Apr May!

Dad has been talking about an Athens, Greece trip recently!! He has one of those flights in Apr!!! Omg, if we really do go, it'll be another part of Europe done :) :) Plus Greece = Pretty Seaside houses + Kewl Architechure!! But then again, if we do go to Athens, it'll mean no more Canadian Wedding in Dec anymore :( Sighzxz i was looking forward to Calgary, Edmonton, Vancouver! Snow, Fireplaces and Horseback riding!!

Life's pretty awesome now (except the fact that i'm broke, pffft) Gfs will be over at my house tmrw to play wii! Awesomezxz.

the pages keep turning i'll mark off each day with a cross
and i'll laugh about all that we've lost

♥

It sucks to want to go shopping only to realise that you have no $ :(
Tempted to ask my parents but i haven't taken any allowance from them since November :/ Shall go digging for more Angpaos.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE DIMMICK!!
Omg you know i was doing my whitening last night and i was half conscious so i think i squirted too much of the solution onto the whitening tray. After half an hour my teeth felt damn pain but i forced myself to hold on till the one hour mark.

Omg, now my teeth's damn discoloured and fcking pain i couldn't sleep properly last night. How how how how how. I think i'm gng to wear my retainers 24/7 till this disaster gets sorted out :(

JC people started school already. I'm sort of glad i didn't put JC as my first choice in the end. But then again, i'm sort of regretting it already because the last time i checked, SPH is awfully biased to JC students (nb!) :( Okkk, i'm supposed to be finding a job right now but i'm seriously damn lazy. Wl, i want to slack of this three months but i practically have 0 $$ now :(

Sucks to be me!! Plus i don't know anyone in the same course as meeee :(