WHOOTS. WILL BE GONE FOR 3 DAYSSS!
Spastics chalet omg omg i can't wait i think it'll be awesome because of the company mostly! Cny was usual as usual. The usual reunion dinners, peranakan fare, angbao angbao angbao, gambling. I realised my family is so slackk, we don't go visiting except for 0ur grandparents house. Hahahha, but it was fun, disturbing cousins, updated on gossips, trashing ** and talking about how ridiculous the response is, WINNING MAHJONG GAMES! :D I didn't take any pictureeees, its pretty obvious i'm not a trigger happy person.

ANYWAY I think everyone has packed their bags except for me!! Got to go bathe and pack now :D
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE MISSS ME TONS AND TRUCKLOADS HAHAHAH

Pls wait for it to load! You won't regret it! LOL :D
Wayyy back from the time at Marche. 11th Jan? We were totally freaking the people sitting next to us with our loud and incessant laughter.
FOR NOW. PICTURE SPAM/PROPER UPDATE SOON.

PARK YONG HA WILL YOU MARRY ME.
hahhahah omg he's damn cute ok. I'll take back whatever i said about guys with small eyes and single eyelids, he can totally pull them off.
Ohnoezxz. This is what happens after i watch kdrama the whole day.

♥Fiona, hocuspocused;♡; says:
go tell your ying

YING, YOU'RE MINE NOW :D HEHEHEHEH
Out tmr yay yay yay hopefully i can start working on my little project asap!

Spent the whole of last night crying and calling up many people, talking talking talking. Most of them encouraged me to follow my interest and go to TP because obviously, taking history and math again is not what i want. Lit and Econs might be interesting but in terms of lit, many others will have the upper hand as they took o lvl lit :(
I'm still 50:50. I think my choice is made, i just need to convince and assure myself once more. What they said about me is right.
"Deanna, you're too afraid to take risks. Why?"

Why? Good question. The only thing that makes me happy now is planning Fiona and my trip to ** and checking out Air tickets. Apparrently, it's dirt cheap if we book now.

Edit/ I think i cried more this week than i ever did the whole of last year. Amended. I hope i'm doing the right thing. I know people always say this esp when they go jc, but i'm going to study really really hard. Maintain a good GPA and go get my degree. I shall go Tp and be a nerd and loner 8) My parents have been soo supportive and i can tell that in actual fact they want me to take the 'proper' route and go to jc. But since they're putting so much faith in me, i shall really really strive to do really really well. I'm setting my sights on a much farther goal in the future. I will will will will get it.

Ediedit/ If i go poly. Am going to work for two months really hard and really try to save save save a lot so that i can fund the trip to ** on my own and pay for mom's airfare :) And start paying for all my meals and concessions passes for the next two months on my own!!


I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.

NOOO. how did spending one digit online go to almost spending 3 digits if i really get all those that i like!! Ohmy ohmy. This sucks balls manzxz. Wanted to call woo over to online shop with me and share all my sale sites but she went home after tp alrdy -.- Haiyozxz, where's fee when i need her manzxz. Feeeeee why must you work so hard!! Speaking of which, i need a job if this carries on, my parents are going to flip when they see the parcels coming in for me. I ish died dead deaded omg.

Edit/ Omg i'm very frustrated. I. Want. To. Cry.

Edit2/ Okay. I cried. Now what?

HELLOOO. Sajc open house was a let down! But oh well, i've already applied so its all up to the person up there now! Whatever it is, i'll accept the outcome and i will not cry. Yup. Though i think i'll be a loner there -.- Since i'm this Ahlian who speaks singlish with lots of vulgarities. Sighzxz. Headed over to Far East, Mogu mogu kitchen and i was a lot happier (: Spent the day at Fareast and Wisma! Spent about 60$ today on a pair of killer heels, a pair of sandals, two tops at cotton on, a bunch of accessories and lunch! Super satisfied with my loot! Transferred $ for two tops i got online! Hahhaha. Plus i already went shopping for cny at bugis and f21 already -.- I'm hopeless. Hao kai xin wor! Hahahhahahah. Anyway just now was stewpit with a capital s. I went to transfer money after dinner, after collecting my receipt, i walked away without taking back my ATM card -.- Wtf right!! Thank god i remember and rushed back. Ying, I'm very very proud of you. Finally, finally, finally after complaining and complaining. YOU'VE FINALLY APPLIED!!

Edit/ Fiona loves irritating me manzxz, she always always does it.
Fiona: Deanna... I'm in a dilemma..
Me thinking, Omg omg wth happened?!
Fiona: Should i buy a **?
Fiona: Its very very nice but it's ** bucks!!

-.- -.- ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME!!

SAJC or Mass Comm.
Omg omg biggggg headache. I really dont mind either of the two!
Pros & Cons
Sajc : Direct buses! Nice uniform. Great Band. A levels. Very slack (I heard from others). No friends. Dilemma over subject combination. Easier to get into Uni. Buttt What if i don't do well for A lvls?!
Mass Comm @ tp: OPPOSITE MY HOUSE HAHAH. No A levels! Fun modules and electives. Very interesting. Harder to get into uni. Sg's very small media industry with a not very bright future. Not 101% sure that is what i want to do for my whole life. Harder to get into Uni. Buttt It may be fun but what if i waste my time and regret taking that course? Besides, so many people want to go to masscomm, there's only SPH and Mediacorp. What are the chances.

This sucks -.- But i'm going to apply tonight so that i will stop thinking and thinking about it.

SATISFIED.
Thats how i feel today, like a load off my shoulders, like all my hard work has paid off! I'm pretty glad with my results! Glad that i can go into the school and courses that i was interested in. Congrats to the others who did well too! I didn't cry at first but when i called my parents to tell him my score, i started crying and laughing at the same time -.- I'm just so happy to see them happy with my results and telling me that i did a good job ♥ Dinner with Ying, Fee, Chew, Glor, Pauline and Mdm low at New york new york. Candy floss ftw! Sat at starbucks and talked and laughed out loud. Picture perfect moments!

Rise and shine. New computer chairs! New closet/wardrobe soon. Bye old comfy dirty furry armchair which Ying must love cause she always sleeps on it. Postponed meeting time. Fiona's bus hates me. Mrt mrt mrt. Sentosa. Cafe Del Moar. Secret secluded spot with no one and lots of sun. Suntan Sunburnt. Long long talk. Annoying * guys. Long long walk to Palawan. Coke. Shower. Secret foot technique (Passed down from Fiona's mum to her to me, k!). Vivo. Watsons. Vivomart. F21 f21 f21 f21 f21. Met Ying! Total bill would add up to almost 200. Omg. URS. Daiso! Marche. Rosti rosti rosti. Gingerbeer ftw!! Yum yum yum Crepe. Stupid Bursts. Literally laughing out loud loud loud. Freaking the people on the table next to us. High high high. HotnCold. Mrt mrt mrt. Ying's Design skill. Boonkeng. Kisses kisses. 23. Silent MTV! Home. Krispy Kreme! I love love love today. It totally kept my mind away from tmrw! Hopefully i'll be able to get some shuteye tonight! Macs lunch tmrw. Terrible predictions coming true. Dinner out hopefully with Phryne and Mdm low!

I hate my retainers, they make me feel like gagging :(
Anyway on the brighter side, i'm $4** richer now! Hahahah feels so shuang seeing money in my account once again, unlike yesterday where i only had a measly $1.70, wtf right -.-
Met Johan for lunch just now, meeting him and jason ltr for the class chalet thingo. Sleepover at Ying's tonight! Open house and CCA selection tmr, Sentosa and f21 this Sunday!

Today was spent attempting to pack my room to no avail! In fact, it looks worse now -.-
Hahahh whatever. Headed down to bugis with Miss Ying, to shop for CNY clothes. Tianzxz, Miss Ying spent a bomb today. Back to Eunos MRT station then cabbed down to PP to pick Fiona and shop at C.O. Back to Tamp, Dinner, Dinner at Prata shop, Usual hangout, Talktalktalk like the old times. Today's such a happy day. I like.
OPEN MOUTH INSERT FOOT. This is our (Me, Ying & Fee) new secret teachique!!

Grace!! That picture is for you :D 7777777
Grace: You must spell my surname with 7 os okay! Its Grace Wooooooo

OMG ROFL ROFL ROFL I CANT WAIT HAHAHAH.
HELLO. Omg it took me the whole afternoon to do this new skin cause i couldn't get the code for the refreshpicturechange to work. Thank god it works now! :D Pictures of the spastics and songs that remind me of them. This week is totally xinying week manzxz, i'm seeing her almost everyday! Yesterday we watched penelope and my sassy girl. Today we finished up her CG's skin then had lunch, i'm going up after dinner ltr! Tmr we're going shopping + Dinner w/ Fee. Thurs we're having a movie marathon at my house after the chalet! :D YAY I took out my braces today and it feels so so weird, like i'm toothless kind of feeling. Hahahha i'm happy anw, dinner then i'm going to show off my five thousand dollars smile! (As Daddy puts it, Hahahah)

Edit/
Pictures from the steamboat day!

ANDDD.
My 5k smile Hahahahhaha!

Ohmyzxz life can't get any better than this! Tmr/Thur/Fri sounds so perfect!
Picture perfect kodak moment

Editedit/
Omg Nanachap80 pissed me off so bad i must rant also you'll prob not understand me. Reira is a bitch, she should just go rot in freaking hell. So is Takumi omg, they can go rot together since apparrently they can't keep themselves apart from each other _|_ F*cker
Shucks don't ask me why i'm so worked up over manga cause that's just me. You're talking to the girl who cried when she read Charlotte's Web -.-

See Fiona, i'm the first person doing this quiz! I know you lub meeeee.

Use the first letter of your FIRST name to answer each of the following.They have to be real places, names, things... nothing made up!Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same first initial.You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name questionTag 5 people to do this hard but fun survey.


The 5 people that you are going to tag:
tom dick harry mary sue

DEANNA!

1.Famous artist/band/musician- Dixie Chicks
2.Five letter word- Diary
3.US state- Delaware
4.Boy name- Dylan!
5.Girl name- Danielle
6.Occupation- Driver
7.Something that you wear- Dress ( Actually i don't -.- )
8.Celebrity- David Cook
9.Something found in the kitchen- Drinks
10.Reason for being late- Damn tired
11.Something that you shout- Damn you
12.Body part- Dimples? D***!

I just realised how hard it is to do this quiz with the letter D :(
HAHA XINYING I'LL SEE HOW YOU DO IT! (X!)

These few days have been mundane!
Friday: I cooked my special spaghetti with love for my twinneh. I'm sure she loves me and thought of me when she was working huh! Hahahah. I went to meet Gracia & the others in the afternoon at town while the tai-tai shopped :D Headed back to Kallang for steamboat bbq. I'm going to get fat fat fat cause its my second buffet steamboat this bbq but fat isn't exactly a bad thing for me. Cabbed back to Central Park where we cut the cake and they took pictures. From there i cabbed (YES!) back home cause i was lazy while Simon and Sanche tried to cheat me of my moolah. Tskkkk.

Yesterday i met Han for my threadless tees at macs cause i was too lazy to join them for lunch X: He saw so many of his juniors and i swear he got more retarded over the holidays. Lets watch a movie soon kkkkkk.

Today i'm lazy so i'm going to sit at home and rot. Yeah, sounds appealing no?

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound

Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Whoa, the Graduation lyrics never sounded so true till now! 2008 was an awesome albeit its ups and downs. 2009 will (hopefully) be just as good if not better. New school, new cliques, new friends, new lifestyle.
Spastics! Whoa it has been another, do you still remember how we were worried we would break up? Remember how we would stay up nights to prepare each other's presents? How we would hog the basketball court? How we laugh, tease, irritate and piss each other off? How we drink alcohol till we get wasted and make up stupid dares and games? How we would have sleepovers and movie marathons? How we would have internal conflicts but still get through by talking and end up great friends again? How we all had that talk at the staircase in the new block and when * started crying, slowly all of us followed and cried together? I bet we looked like a bunch of stupid girls crying in the middle of no where but for that moment i'm pretty sure i felt my hairs stand. We'll get angry, get pissed off with each other but at the end of the day, i'm glad we're still friends! Some of our friendships got stronger, some weaker but its okay, because we still have time to fix our cracks. Afterall no one is perfect, we just have to slowly learn to accept each others flaws and i believe we're already halfway there! :D I lub you all.
I've made a ton of new friends this year, lost some older friends, made new enemies and life couldn't be better. Not only that, i'm blessed with an awesome family who are always always there, never fail to make me smile and laugh at their stupidity and love me despite me being this spoilt bratty daughter/sister. My family is really awesome and i believe that after the Italy trip last year, we became much closer knit! My couch tomato fatty father, my bimbotic ditsy mother, my chubby sumo wrestler nana, zac the zakurai card captor who loves threatening me with dog shit, who taught me how to drink and sleep and be a pig, greg my spoilt younger brother who is so awesome cause he always complains yet helps me do everything, i choose you gakuraimon, digivolve! Hahahahha I swear my brothers spoil me and we have the most retarded fun ever.

HELLO TWO OH OH NINE!!

I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Nope, its not goodbye♥