Slow dancing in a burning room ♥

2009-09-20T18:25:00.001+08:00

I'll be moving. Tired of this space.
Either to tumblr/lj

Till next time!!

http://sweetstupidity.livejournal.com/

2009-09-14T17:19:00.002+08:00

BYE BYE SINGAPORE!!
F's over at my place now and we'll be at the airport in 14 hours, on the plane in 16 hours and in Bangkok in 18 hours!!! LESS THAN 24 HRS AND WE'LL BE SHOPPINGGGGGG HAHHAHA.

Fiona says Hi, MISS ME!

2009-09-13T15:46:00.001+08:00

Ancient. (Late 20s/30s) But still hot. (To me)
I'm like 8 years late but wtv, Shinhwa is hawt ♥ ♥ ♥ Esp Junjin HAHHA.

OK I RLY NEED TO PACK.

2009-09-11T11:42:00.003+08:00

Doing last minute packing for the palettes. I hate doing that :( Stupid bubblewrap, foam and boxes. Ohwell, Gotta pack for tonight!!!! :D
Eudora's Attic!

Sleepover sleepover sleepover followed by B&J's chunkfest on Saturday!
Last min packing for bangkok on Sunday.
And Monday F's coming over, gna change money and etc.
Tuesday morning we're off off off!!!
Will on be back on Sat midnight.

TEEHEE CANNOT WAIT THIS WEEK WILL GO BY REAL QUICK!!!!!

Guess what came in the mail today?!

The shiny orange card is mine MINE MINE MINE.
MY DAY CAN'T GET ANY BETTER. SO DAMN HAPPY HAHAHHAHHHAH
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :D

Gonna apply for Paypal when I get back tmrw/Sunday!

2009-09-04T14:40:00.001+08:00

Ubin pictures soon. V v v v v v v [ insert bad mood here ] today.
IS IT WORTH IT?

Ok, I need to rant and whine and bitch. Thank god for lifesaver Gracia. Thank god I have some friends who are there when you need them.

OK BEFORE I BLABBER EVERYTHING OUT IN MY JOURNAL I SHOULD SHUTUP AND GO.

2009-09-02T21:24:00.002+08:00

I would love to be one of those people who’s all: ‘we loved, thank you, you enhanced my life, now go, prosper,’ but I’m much more: ‘we didn’t work out, you need not to exist.’ — Sex and the City

Gotta love SATC ♥

Today spelt: Post Office. Clarke Quay. 90steps. LiangCourt. Marutama. MediYa. Central. Sticky. Instax. Dirty Smelly Sg River. Macro shotzxz. Instax. Tampines. Guardian. Century Square Toilet. Fail Eyeliner Skillz. Arcade. Fail Drum Game. Fail Photo Hunt. Taiwan Fried Chicken yumyumyum. Homiezxz.

UBIN TMR! Boat ride ( I suaku, sorry ) Cycling Gud Food!!!

Picspam soooooon!

2009-08-31T17:18:00.002+08:00

HI ALL!! :D

Life's been awesome so far but I cannot access twitter!! >:(
Angry angry angry.
Life's been busy/packed too, I like I like, please stay this way!!

Saturday
> Tampines meetups
> Mailed out 26 parcels!!
> BBQ Chicken for the 29th Dinner!!!!!!
> Rooftops
> Angel & Mortal
> Picspam picspam picspam

Sunday
> Cityhall meetups
> WARAKU dinner! Awesum shitz
> Pool
> Teamed with Z and got pwned.
> Heard baybeats from the hotel :(
> Met Melly, Phylicia AND Aloysious today!

Monday
> Sec Sch
> PRIMARY SCH!!!!
> Preying on younger kids. LAWL. Keeeeding.
> Tiger Airways
> POSB
> Century Square Toilet
> Frolick!!/Subway
> POSB
> Home, feeling v v tired.

TMRW IZ MOVIE DAY!!
Wednesday iz CENTRAL@CLARKEQUAY with Reyreyreyna my Angel<3> Get a signature.
Deanna = No signature = Fail.

Reminder to self: Pls wear your retainers!!

I've got a ton of makeup palettes at my house now!!

Editedit/
Daddy just came back and he bought a whole luggage of goodies!!
> Kyoho Grapes
> Japanese Cream Puffs
> Fujifilm instax from Japan! ITS CHEAPER THERE!!
> A&E Messenger bag which is double my width.

♥♥♥♥ My Daddy

2009-08-28T21:23:00.001+08:00

Band Slam. I like this song :D

Today = Fareast, Heeron's long lost wanton mee!!, Ion, Wisma, Taka, Wisma, Plaza Sing, Daiso!!!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

HELLO HOLIDAYSSSSSS!!!

2009-08-24T16:52:00.002+08:00

Hur hur. IN YOUR FACE I SAY.

Okeh, I still remembering really clearly I told quite a number of people that for one week during our freaking 6week holidays, I will stay at home and not do anything.

And I remembered their responses really clearly. Most went, "WHAT? WHY?" And like, Its holidays should go out, I bet you won't survive 3 days at home, Its so boring, You'll get so bored, Are you crazy?!

But idk, I think I'm a very homely person, I like to stay at home AT LOT. Its not that I don't like to go home. Just that... I like to stay at home also and do mindless things and waste time :) Hehehe and anyway I survived not going out and staying at home from tues-fri last week, never felt happier!! Because I know once school starts, they'll be no such thing as staying at home and doing nothing, It'll be school, friends, homework and assignments. Rawr.
Can't wait to bum my days away!!!! Hahahha, I officially qualify as a loser nao 8)

And I recently really missed the feeling of being overseas. Like reaally reaaaaaally a lot. So I'm sooo glad for the bangkok trip in 3 weeks time. Cannot wait cannot wait to get out of Singapore. Escapism ftw.

OH had my first paper today. Total. Flop. Hahhaha think you did really badly and is really depressed right nao? Let me tell you what I did then you won't feel that sad, knowing I screwed up so stupidly. Hahahha but wtv, I'm over it. Byebye marketing!! Two more papers but for me, It feels like its the holidays already 8D 8D 8D

2009-08-20T17:09:00.003+08:00

I smiled when I saw the pictures. Did you?
Isn't Russel the cutest most adorable boiboi everrrrrrr?!

& I absolutely loved the Cloud story. So shweeet

Alice in Wonderland. WATCH WATCH WATCH

Cannot wait!! Because its Alice in Wonderland. Mad Hatter. Johnny Depp. Tim Burton.
Need I say more?

OKEH OKEH I SHOULD BE STUDYING. BAIBAI PEEPS.

Edit/

I can't believe I went from happy > depressed in a span of five minutes.
Guess who decided to cut her fringe today.
Guess who decided to cut her own fringe.
Guess who cut her own fringe too short than what she wanted.
Guess who hates her fringe right nao...
( and her fingers as well )

2009-08-20T12:07:00.001+08:00

Imma twit.

http://twitter.com/ohsnapshot

Or rather have been a twit for years yes years with an s. Who's the poser nao hurxzx hurzxz.

Lawl, I keep laughing when I see the word poser, so secondary skool. You poser poser poser. ^_^v

Edit/
Still supa in luv with Slow Dancing In A Burning Room.

And you know that we're doomed.
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room

2009-08-19T16:11:00.003+08:00

All the studying has made me go crazyyyy.

Also it has made me developed a very unhealthy obsession with vitaminwater/pinkdolphin. Now, I refuse to study if I dont have any within a 100 meter radius.

Its make my hormones go crazy too. I keep laughing and screaming. & it makes me feel like crying over the slightest things.

I. Am. Going. Nuts. This is what studying does to me and my brain and my body. Rawr.

I'm halfway through marketing. Haven't started on Med Soc/Ess Gra. God bless my poor broken soul oh noezxz.

2009-08-18T17:53:00.001+08:00

Slow Dancing in a burning room - John Mayer

My new fav study song. Gotta love John Mayer ♥

Nobody's gonna come and save you
we pulled too many false alarms

2009-08-16T12:59:00.002+08:00

Lemme me count um, my first paper is in exactly 8 days.
Ha ha ha. It seems that I'm too caught up in booking air tickets, finding cheaper air tickets, booking hotel rooms and mostly fussing over the bangkok trip so that it'll be perfect to even start studying. I so need to start soon. Marketing, Media and Society and Essential Graphics? I'm totally clueless for the last two. Rawr. I know I won't be studying anytime soon though. No Motivation. I need to stop stalking soompi, gmarket, tigerairways. Need to stop looking at bangkok malls. Need to stop planning my shopping list. Suddenly all the marketing and medsoc concepts seem so foreign to me. I need someone to wake me up and really jolt me back to reality. Exams in one week and I am not feeling anything at all. No sense of urgency everyone would say.

Need to stop thinking about the holidays. Planning ideas for all the crazy things we'll be doing and actually think of the week before the holiday week. Namely exam week. Need to (hopefully) score As for the paper to pull my Bs up up up. Oh did i mention i watched UP? I love love love it. So sweet so cute. So full of hidden metaphors. And Russel? Like omfg, Cute x 1234567890.
And did I mention I collected my registered postage which I stupidly somehow dropped the collection sheet somewhere in the bus? After whining to the lady and waiting for over an hour I finally come out of the post office with my parcel from gmarket and this really big smile on my face. Hehehe. Although it's only two items, it totally totally totally made my day. ^_^

Need to stop thinking of how to get $$ too. Okeh okeh. I will start studying. Tomorrow. Really really. Okeh, maybe Tuesday cause tomorrow is Cheryl's birthday partay. Yup, Tuesday it is. (I think)

2009-08-05T17:27:00.002+08:00

Looking forward to the day I get my life back. Can't wait for Holidaysssss. Gotta starting mugging for the exams soon, being stoning too much during lectures and focusing too much on assignments.

LAST ASSIGNMENT. LAST PRESENTATION.
GOOD RIDDANCE SEMESTER ONE, TP CMM.

Edit/
Air Con on. On my comfy bed blasting Michael Jackson's music, eating sweet cherries and peppero, drinking iced peach tea. Dear God, please tell me where's the pause button.

Editedit/
HAHAHAHHA JUST HAD TO SHARE THIS OMGOMG.

♥ 준수's woman ; oh my shakerfries <3 , 8th squad leader, MINE :x says:
HAHAHAHA YAAAAAA OMG..KILL ME NOW!
read this!! my friend's rj qn

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out! What is the moral of the story? Relate it to your study here in RP.

it's telling us to lie in shit!

RP HAS TO STOP WITH ALL THE WEIRDED QNS ROFLROFLROFL

2009-08-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

Oh Hai 8)
Life iz pretty good good good. I can't believe the weekends are over already, it's back to school. Back to waking up late, rushing to school before the 15 min mark, back to assignments after assignments. Back to arguing and insisting that I Do Not Have Middle Child Syndrome. No i don't. I refuse to accept that fact. I don't even want to be a Journalist anymore!! On a happier note, After tomorrow, I am done with Graphic Design Fundamentals. I hope you die and burn in hell Gdf ^_^ I hate my design modules and the fact that I'm getting straights Bs. Rawr. And the fact that my design to be presented tomorrow looks so kiddy and my giveaway looks as if it jumped out of some veggie tales cartoon. Oh and guess what I Forgot All About Journalism. Bleah, stupid Journalism Individual Assgn due this wed!! Must start on it asap, I thought we were supposed to do it in class :( But after this week, I will be a happy girl. Yes I will. I can kiss Journalism and GDF goodbye. Only left with MedSoc, Marketing and EssGra exams which I will simply memorise and mug for it for two weeks and take my exam. And then I will be done with my first sem in poly and will look forward to the second sem which according to my seniors is that most slack and fun sem :D Hello Photography. Please be fun. I'm crossing my fingers I get either French/Psychology for my CDS. Anyway. I can't wait for the 6 freaking weeks holiday. I'm thinking, Penang, Kelong and Bangkok (? for some reason, my mama v keen). Spend my money and partay like krazy. HOW BOUT ANOTHER SPASTIC CHALET I SAY? ^_^ Oh and now I'm $200 richer cause of some Olvl thingyjingy. Idk, I'm just so happy I got $200!! And another hundred should be on my way. I'm looking at ya Godpa, hint hint hint. Its 10:35pm, and since Fiona says I'm actually a Pig in human disguise, I must go sleep naooooo. Must wake up early tomorrow and be a kiasu girl, stand in front of the printing shop before it opens so I can be the first in line. Print my veggies tales on time and DO NOT BE LATE FOR CLASS CUZ MARKS WILL BE DEDUCTED. Thus, must wake up early. Siannnnzxz. Helios Leroy Si Jia Aloysius Denis Mr Guo. I do not have Middle Child Syndrome hor hor hor. I do not. I do not. I do not. I need to stop my habit of rambling. If you actually read all these kudos to you, how bout a cyber cookie? ^_^v

2009-07-30T16:31:00.001+08:00

I couldn't help it!! Too freaking cute, better dancers than i will ever be HAHAHA.

I need to stop my moodswings. Getting very irritating. Rawr rawr rawr.
I hate the feeling of uncertainty.
I want to go on my daiso shopping spree asap!!

2009-07-28T18:04:00.000+08:00

Dance like no one's watching. Sing like no one's listening. Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt before. Live like there's no tomorrow.

2009-07-27T16:46:00.003+08:00

RIP Velvet. 27 July 2009. ♥
It's been a long 9 years, you're the oldest rabbit i've ever met.

I'll miss how you would constantly prick your nose on the cactus over and over. How you'll not eat any other brand of rabbit food except for fiesta. How you'll leave the white pellets for last. How you'll stomp your feet to get our attention. How you'll play with your plastic ball at night waking everyone up. How at one period of time you were on the wallpaper of all our handphones. How you irritated me to no end when you peed outside the cage. How you bit godpa's finger till it bled and bled. How you are our unique tri-coloured rabbit, white underbelly, reddishbrown sides and black at the back. How everyone said you were the fattest rabbit they've ever seen. How everyone thought you were initially a female when you actually were not.

I've actually you grow up, how you transformed from this ball of fur a few weeks old when i was only pri 4. To the naughty rabbit that bit people. To the blind rabbit. To the very point you could barely walk. Similarily, you watched me grow up too.

I'll miss you. The balcony feels empty now. I'll miss hearing you in your cage, feeding you the skin of the carrots we eat.

You must be at a much happier place now. Ily. Imy. Really. ♥

No unnecessary comments plsthx. I've gritted my teeth over the snide remarks over the years ok. This is the last straw. Tyvm.

2009-07-25T12:41:00.004+08:00

You know. I'll probably never get used the kind of life which includes me going out everyday.

Some days i just want to stay and home, pig out and do nothing. Which is almost impossible now. Rawr. I wish i could be at 3 places at once and have 48 hours a day. No party at Holland V or Hillsong concert for me tonight.

I need a breather. I want to curl up into a ball and hide. 3 MORE WEEKS BABY.

Edit/ Oh and I'm still bitter that G2000 doesn't have any clothes that fit me. How am i going to get anything for presentation?! Bitter bitter. Rawr.

2009-07-21T18:26:00.004+08:00

Okokok, I cannot take it. I. Must. Blog. About. It.
ITS THE JOKE OF THE DAY!!!!
Goes something like this.

Eudora: Hey what is our Tp email ah?
Me: Admin numer @student.tp.edu.sg
Eudora: Oh ok.

A few minutes later

Eudora: Eh why cannot ah?
So Si Jia went over to her laptop to see and guess what.

SHE LITERALLY TYPED.
adminnumber@student.tp.edu.sg

AND THE THING IS.
She typed that in the address bar, like where you type your www.google.com or wtv.

Like omg, I swear there is no bigger bimbo than her.

BACK TO MARKETING I LEAD SAD LIFE.

Edit/ Okie I'm totally convinced now that I Have No Life. Thanks to Gracia and Johan. Bleah. I will go buy one. Soon.

Editedit/ Sorry Fee i lazy type new blog post. BUT THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE INSPIRATION!! I swear it helped so so so much. :D Luvluvluv

2009-07-19T17:47:00.003+08:00

Got back from Cayden's first month!! Omg I swear he's sooo cute. & his hair is brown. Like, literally, brown brown! Why so cool sia. I also want brown hair. Bleah.

Anyway I'm happy happy happy cause Med Soc's GWA is finally over. After the-worst-cab-ride back from Clarke Quay last night, doing amendments till 1am. Coming back to read through, check for grammar spelling mistakes. After adding in somethings and changing some more. I. Am. Finally. Done. With. MedSoc GWA.
Now give me an A pls. Pls pls pls.

Ok, got to do Marketing!!! Met Alexa yesterday and her group is actually done with the marketing plan. I feel like loser now. Bleah. Oh plus i need to do the TIME and Men's Health Magazine thingy in my scrapbook by tonight as well as ~~cook up~~ find a story for Journalism.

I can't wait for holidays. Seriously.

Ps, Nava Jiajia and me agreed. Save-Money-101 starts on monday. Yessssss!!

Pps, Oh and Nana just made the most awesome Blueberry Lemon Pie just now. On her first try!! Omg, I always blamed my failed baking attempts on my oven. Like, the oven isn't good for baking stuff cause everything i try to bake comes out disgusting. Now I can't blame the oven anymore cause she made the most delicious pie using the same oven!! I can't think of anything else of blame cause I bought like the most expensive ingredient and all. IT CAN'T BE ME. I AM NOT A FAILURE AT BAKING. I just need more experience. Ok, I'm rambling babbling whatever i should stop. Bleah

2009-07-18T13:00:00.002+08:00

It's sad when people you know become people you knew.
When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you can barely even look at them.

That's sad right!!! :(
Ok, time to go to school for marketing meeting. Followed by dinner at boat quay!!

2009-07-17T15:34:00.002+08:00

^________________^

Ok, back to assignments.
Tonight, rush out the final draft of Media & Society GWA and send it to Denis.
Tmr morning, Plan out what who does what for Marketing.
Tmr 12pm, Marketing meeting in school.
Tmr afternoon, Find a story for Journalism IWA in the neighbourhood
Tmr 6pm, Dinner at Clarke Quay!!

Sunday, Grace's baby shower!! GDF magazine cover thingy.

Bleah, Life sucks apparrently. Am looking forward to letting loose today w/ the girls.
I am not going home before 12.

2009-07-13T18:24:00.007+08:00

Hi I'm back and I'm sick.
Proper post on 160709!! I've got too much free time on hand, I'd rather go to school and laugh at all their lame jokes, retarded faces and bimbotic acts. Bleah.

I need to save more $$. Need. More. Clothes. Pronto.
I think the fever partially fried my brain. Boohoo.

Byebye Altered Perceptions, I'm 65% done with you.
Onto Journalism Grp Proj, Media and Society and Marketing Plan right nao.

Ps, Project Save-Money-For-Major-Shopping-Spree starts right nao!! Starting today, no more unnecessary trips to Cheers (So tempting, ugh). No more Green tea, Gummy bears, Boost, Kinder Bueno and Extra Cheese everytime I have western food.

Edit/
17 July: Essential Graphics Assgn 2; Altered Perceptions (Printed on A4 glossy paper)
20 July: Media and Society Group Project (750 words)
22 July: Journalism IWA story proposal due
24 July: Marketing Plan due (20 pages long)
27 July: Oral Presentation Media and Society (Formal wear)
3 August: Graphic Design Fundamental Assignment 3 (Paper bag and Handouts)
5 August: Journalism IWA article due
7 August: Essential Graphics GWA due (Menu)
15-23 August: Study week
24-4 September: Exam week.

Ok, I die. Byebye.

2009-04-30T08:33:00.004+08:00

~~I think I'm moving (?)~~

I moved! But I think I'll come back to blogger when I'm bored.
But for now, BYE : D

2009-04-28T21:00:00.002+08:00

Omggg. I'm feeling so much happier nowadays. I can't wait for tmr, finally seeing my asses!! I feel like I haven't seen them in foreverrrrrr even though I just met them. I realised no matter how much I get along and really like my new classmates, none of them know me as well as they do ♥♥♥♥ Hehehehehezxz.

2009-04-26T17:49:00.002+08:00

Omg I feel so happy ystd, like really really.
I swear my friends are my happy pills! I haven't felt like myself the past week so yay omg I'm really really happy. I feel like Deanna again :D

WEDNESDAY!

2009-04-21T16:06:00.004+08:00

On the upside, things can only get better!
Lectures are boring. First tutorial tmr!

2009-04-12T10:56:00.003+08:00

"Omg Its only 7 more months to Os! Work hard play hard!"

"Omg Its only a week to Os! Shit shit shit shit"

"OLEVELS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRR"

"Omg Fiona, I'm very very very scared for Olvl results."
"Shut up, It's only Nov. Tell me that when its Dec."

"Omg Fiona, I'm very very very scared for Olvl results."
"Shut up, Tell me that when its Jan."

"Omg what should be first choice be?!?!?!"

"YAY. Poly = 3 more months to slack!"

"Gosh, Ying. Life is perfect right now. I wish time would just stop right here."

"Omg, We'll be poly students next week..."

OHWAOZXZ. Time really stops for no one. Time really really passed in a blink of an eye. I still remember lamenting the fact that the Athens trips was so so far away. And now what? I'm leaving at midnight and my bags are unpacked.

Anyway. Darlings pls enjoy the orientation and meet many many new friends okok! I don't know when I'll meet you all again but hopefully it'll be on the first day of school for dinner!
Ying has this ridiculous idea to go to Geylang and eat smelly tofu while I say we should go drink cocktails, get wasted and turn up late for the second day of school :D

I'LL GET YOU GUYS PRESENTS AND PICTURES OF HOT GREEK GUYS!!
BYE BYE SG MISS ME MUCH!!

Oh oh Food for thought:
would you rather be extremely successful professionally and have a tolerable yet unexciting private life, or have an extremely happy private life and only a tolerable and uninspiring professional life?
I swear I can't answer that question :(

THIS IS FOR FIONA, CAN SOMEONE PLS FORCE HER TO WATCH IT!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eptHTEnapH4

"The only reason people hold on to memories so tight is because memories are the only thing that won't change, even when everything else does."

kimbummie

2009-04-07T20:05:00.004+08:00

FIONA. you need to stop spamming my inbox! you're making me question your intelligence!

Aww, anyway I miss all my spazzies ( HAHA NICE NICKNAME RIGHT ) :(( WHERE HAVE ALL OF YOU DISAPPEARED TO? But yeah, I'm guilty too X: Been stuffing myself with kdrama and youtube vids 24/7. I need to go out and be busy. Honestly, I rather be studying than doing what I'm doing now because when I have too much free time on my hands, I tend to think too much and be some stupid emo nemo shitbagzxz.

On a happier note. ATHENS THIS SUNDAY.
Yay yay yay I so need that escape to somewhere far far away to see beautiful scenery.
:D Happyyyyy

Edit/ Oh my Kim Bum. Why are you so hot?
Reyna said, Its an addiction.
I disagree, It's something more.

Shittttttttttt.

2009-04-06T10:35:00.002+08:00

HIII WORLD.
Been watching Boys Before Flowers non-stop these days :D I FEEL LIKE A NO-LIFER. Hahhaha whaaaatever. But seriously. How can those guys be so hot and handsome and charming and sweet and perfect? & Why are the girls so pretty and hot to score guys like them? Sigh sigh sigh. I know, Fiona is going to say. ITS JUST A DRAMA.
Hahahhaha but cannot tahan leh omg-.- & I think I know why I like those sappy, romantic, anti-feminist movies/dramas/books so much.

Because although I don't believe in happy endings in real life. It's nice to know that there are happy endings do exist somewhere ( think: moves/dramas/books/in my head )

I'm such a pessimist.

& I've been thinking about my future a lot these days. Somehow I always find myself sighing :( I hate the very fact that I'm second guessing my every moves. Regretting my actions. I want to earn big bucks. I want to enjoy my work. But I don't think it's possible to do both.

SIGH OK I NEED SOME DRAMA THERAPHY.
SOEULMATES FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW.

boys before flowers pls

2009-04-04T09:24:00.002+08:00

HIII. Yesterday was preetty awesome. Woke up early early early to watch BOF! :D Met Yuen and Fee @ 2 to go to Parkway parade for the sales! I bought one top :DDDD LOL. I'm v v v proud of myself. Anw, Fee & Yuen headed down to Wisma while I went back home. Dinner out with the brothers and my mama @ Liang Court for Ramen!! Followed by Meidi Ya the Japanese supermarket. & then Z had a stupid idea to go home and drink choya and play bridge -.- So we did exactly that. AND I ENDED UP VERY VERY WASTED because my mom kept refilling and refilling my glass. . & Z still forced me to play Guitar hero after that. Omggggggg. NEVER AGAIN. But ya, we all ended up quite tipsy and we left the living room in a big big mess cause my mom was too lazy to clean up last night.

THATS WHAT TO GET IF YOU LEAVE SOMEONE LIKE MY MOM WITH THE THREE OF US.

wttu

2009-04-01T16:59:00.002+08:00

HI NANA IS GONE FOR 12 DAYS
Omgosh how how how I don't even want to imagine what my house will turn into :D
HAHAHHA.
But on ther flipside.
I'LL BE IN ATHENS,GREECE IN 12 DAYS BABY.
NO MORE SCORCHING HEAT. HELLO PERFECT WEATHER OF 20DEGREES
Though I really really want to go Barcelona/Amsterdam.

I'm contented.

& I RLYRLYRLY DONT WANT TO GO TO THE TP WORKSHOP TMR:(((((

i know looks can be deceiving

2009-03-29T11:14:00.003+08:00

HI EARTH HOUR WAS YESTERDAY FROM 830-930. DID YOU OFF ALL YOUR LIGHTS?

I DID!! Or rather my family did. Off the electricity like computer/fan/lights with the exception of our living room lights cause we were playing bridge :D

Damn funny Omgzxzxz. MY MOM KEPT MAKING ME LAUGH.
Cause i was telling my brother that my mom won't get it at all. Then my mom will be, no no no I will understand.

Then she says: Clubs is what colour ah?

-.- -.- -.- WLAO I WANT TO FAINT ALR. HAHAH. So Z G and I have to call Clubs, Cauliflower for the rest of the game. So stewpit right -.-

Then when Z says: Spades.
She'll go: OH THE BLACK COLOUR HEARTS IS IT.

Aiyozxz. Why she so blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
AND SHE STILL SAY SHE'S GOOD AT CARD GAMES-.-

this sucks

2009-03-25T14:43:00.002+08:00

For my 101st post, I've got nothing to say except that,
I'm sick. Like really really sick : (

Edit/
Ps I'm really sorry I was in a bad mood and took it out on everyone/everything yesterday. But yeah, Yesterday = Shitty for many many reasons : (

hi do you miss me

2009-03-24T11:52:00.004+08:00

OMG MY SECTION HAS TO BE THE MOST RETARDED LAME BORED SECTION ON EARTH. ON EARTH. BUT HEY EVEN KEN MISSES ME HHAHAHAHAH

YOU GUYS ARE SO LAME AND RETARDED AND STUPID AND CUTE AND WONDERFUL, SO THE BEST FOR TONIGHT YOU BUNCH OF YAHOOS.♥♥♥

They called me up on my phone to bond -.- Tskkkkkkkkkk. What logic!! THEY BOND BY LAUGHING AT ME.

Sakae buffet ltr :D :D :D Synergy ltr ltr ltr :D

Edit/ Deanna is starting to see the similarities and no its not a good thing. SIGH.
Hi, I give up.

when no one else could ever get through

2009-03-23T11:23:00.003+08:00

Hiiiii the wedding was pretty ok! & omg, the color scheme was black and pink! V v v chio. & Carol's a really really lucky girl, the groom secretly prepared a surprise for her where he took out his saxophone and played for her. Omgzxzx so sweet x123456789 right? Anyway thank god we were sitting at the really drinking table! Hahahah it was funny seeing my Uncle, my Mom's cousin, greg and myself turn redredred from the alcohol. The white wine got me wasted! & I took picture cause I came home really giggly. But me iz shykia, I no ballzxz post up the pictures here. HEHEHE.

& My Dad plucked out a stalk of rose from the decorations after everything was over and gave it to me ♥♥♥♥ See la, where to find a father so sweet? :D & then all my relatives started plucking the roses for themselves too! Hahahhaah. Synergy tmr omg :O
WHAT TO WEAR HUH

for the nights i cant remember

2009-03-22T11:52:00.004+08:00

MOMMY BROUGHT FOR ME CHILLI CRAB YESTERDAY.
HAHHAH OMG IM SO HAPPY ABOUT IT :D :D :D

And Greg said, he wanted to eat Salted Egg Crab from Big eater but Mommy heard it wrongly and brought him one whole salted egg -.- YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HIS FACE HAHAHHA.

Anywayzxz Dinner was stewpit as usual, they laughed about my round kiddy face and z told me that his friends says I look like an ahlian! (!@#!@$!%$) I can't even speak chinese properly plzxzx. But whatever :D & as usual they dumped the leftover food on me again -.- Knssssss.

Wedding ltr, sigh sigh sigh : ( I don't like weddings at hotels. So long, so draggy, so formal.

YAY I ATE CHILLI CRAB.

Edit//
Currently: ADDICTED TO THIS SONG.

& Because of this, Z wants a Tesla coil too!

& I THINK THIS IS REALLY REALLY REALLY COOL OMG.

day 5

2009-03-21T14:41:00.001+08:00

I wanted to type this reaaaally long long post but once I came to this page. My mind went - Utter blank. Sigh. Its such a scary world. Fate works in the strangest way ever.

day 4

2009-03-20T15:18:00.003+08:00

Cause you meet the funniest people in the strangest places.

Fiona!!/ Dinner@Jurong cafe/ Shs/ Outside band room/ Talk frm 8-11/ Damn tired/ Breakfast@macs/ Mcgriddles!!/ HappyBdayFiona'sMama/ Gracia/ Macs again/ Whatpokemonareyou?/ Gracia/ Bandzxz/ Mrs Soh/ Grad cert/ Home/ THE THING ABOUT BOOMERANGS!!

Pls make time to
Pack wardrobe for the 123456789th time
Outing w/ the guyzxz
Escape!!!
Shopping before school starts?
Collect $$$

Can i tell you something damn hilarious.
Rum got attacked by a Cat. A CAT. HE'S A DOG. HE GOT ATTACKED. BY A CAT.
Sigh he's such a failure : (
Work a lil ltr!! Wedding on Sunday : ((

Day 1

2009-03-17T20:06:00.005+08:00

Hi today is self-proclaimed Deanna Day because I spent quality time with myself! ♥♥
Woke up late today! Lazed around with a nice book till lunch.
Gave myself a secret mask which is supposed to work wonders when used often but... I don't know, we'll see! Then painted my toenails and did a special homemade hair treatment! :D Followed by nice fruity tea and pancakes for tea!
Totally pampered myself! All that is missing is.... Takoyaki! I have this weird sudden craving for takoyaki. Sigh :(
Full house all the way till dinner! Hahahah. I feel so happy today! ♥♥♥♥

Quotable quotes (c) Deanna, Because i feel that this blog is far too plain : (

ohsnapshot

2009-03-16T00:12:00.004+08:00

HI. I JUST GOT BACK FROM ZOUK.

Hahahah yeah we went to the underage party, romp iv but I swear, no more underage parties for me. I'm going to wait till I'm legal because Lania is right, It's pretty loserish :( Esp when you can't order the alcoholic cocktails & you have to stand in a line where it states really big 'UNDER 18'. But anw, there was a damn long queue and I got pretty irritated cause my heels were killing me and everyone else was smoking like nobody's business :(

& when we got inside all the seats were taken up! But yeah, it wasn't really clubbing clubbing cause there was this dance event :) But the dancers were damn good! I really can't wait till I'm 18!! I wna go pubbing along clarke quay :D JUST ONE MORE YEAR! & I swear my heels killed me today, but hey, that's two striked off our list!! I'm happppy, Race to witch mountain tmr!!

Pictures!

Okay, off to sleep. Reallyyyy tired and my legs are aching like mad.

from the tips of my toes

2009-03-15T15:02:00.003+08:00

SINGAPORE ARTS FESTIVAL 2009
Distant Worlds: Music from Final Fantasy
Asian Premiere

Omggggggg. Can't wait :D :D :D Hopefully the orchestra will be the London Philharmonics!

Heyyyy, why isn't anyone online :(

Edit/ Wtf wtf wtf. WTF. WHAT. THE. FCUK.
Ticket sales opened two days ago. Now, all catergories, all timings. ALL FREAKING SOLD OUT. OKAY IM GOING TO SIT IN A CORNER AND CRY NOW. WTF.

there was a time

2009-03-14T13:16:00.003+08:00

Hey Girls, We are so going to go crazy, let our hair down and laugh till our stomachs hurt ok ok ok? Dang, so not looking forward to the heels though, I'm going to make a fool out of myself :(

Edit/ I'm (sort of) working right now & Rum is behind me on the bed sleeping. He's really damnn cute and whenever he gives me his puppy dog look, I swear my heart melts. You really can't resist a face like his. Awwww.

I wont let another minute go to waste

2009-03-09T11:59:00.002+08:00

Working today, finally.
Its raining now, I'm so in the mood for a thunderstorm♥
Don't ask!!

I do notice you can't see the tagboard. I'm just too lazy to change it, this is temporary anyway!

And I'm running to you babyyy

2009-03-08T17:21:00.004+08:00

THIS LAYOUT IS TEMPORARY UNTIL I FEEL LIKE CODING THE NEW ONE :)

I just found a Christmas card. Christmas card. Christmas card!!! Omg, I suck.

To Do list :
- WORKWORKWORK GET $$ PLS
- Clean up my room
- Clean up my room seriously
- Clean up my room seriously honestly
- Clean. Up. My. Room.
- Tell the tp people I won't be going for Orientation
- Save $$$$$
- Check out price for **
- Create a Checklist for Athens
- Stock up my pencil case. Just one pathetic pen does not constitute to a pencil case.
- Get a life. ( Happy searching Deanna! )

Gotta get just one more dress. Yup, just one more. I think :)

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

2009-03-07T21:39:00.003+08:00

Hiiiii. I think i saw Xy's face for the whole week today. Hhahahah i wonder if thats good or not. But yea, we should rly enjoy the time we have right now cause i think poly will be hectic hectic hectic, plus everyone's gng to diff courses! :(
SJI early early in the morning today. Shwo really needs to improve a lot more. Macs for lunch and 3hr nap on Chew's sofa. Alumni (Extra!!) Then KFC & Homezxz.
Mar is actually quite eventful! Synergy, **, Wedding, WWW, Thrift shopping! But for now, i so need a job so support myself when I start poly. Apr seems to be so jam packed and i don't like it. SYF, workshop, MV? then the next week I'll be off to Athens already and when i come back, I'll headed straight to Temasek Poly. I heard the CMM girls are very bitchy :( So scary leh, thank god i have Alexa there or I will be so lost cause I'm skipping Orientation!

If only time would stop right here right now. Sigh sigh sigh.
I need to really go out go out, y'know? But I'm a contented girl for now. Bought a new book to entertain myself & more tea! I'm gna try a different flavour this time :) :) I love to drink tea! Surprising right :D

Can't get better than this

2009-03-03T11:13:00.003+08:00

Awwww, my dad is so sweet, i'm smiling like an idiot now!
Hahahahha i think he finally heard all my whinings and complaints. Cause i asked him for 10bucks to take a passport picture,
Daddy: Take this money. Hands me $1**
Me: o_O?!?!?!?!
Daddy: Mommy never give you allowance right
Me: No -.- Four months already la
D: Then how you survive?
M: My pay and the angbao money
D: Ok la, this will be your allowance for March
M: SERIOUS? SERIOUS? :D :D :D :D
D: Ya, you can go buy all those things you want now.

(Cause i was complaining that i'm damn bored and i want a nice book to read.)
Omggg, i know you'll probably go $1** only. But wlao, i survived on my own for four months ok. Everytime you guys go out, your parents will give you money la. Tsk tsk tsk. I REALLY SHOULD LEARN TO BE CONTENTED.

Tied up in ancient history

2009-03-02T22:32:00.005+08:00

Hi i think i'm in love. His name is Mason Moon.
Today was a picture perfect kodak moment.
Rude awakening. I think I just being naive. Sigh lets leave this post to another day :D

Edit/
Distant Worlds: music from FINAL FANTASY will make its Asian premiere as part of the Singapore Arts festival for two concerts on May 22nd and 23rd at 7:30pm in the Esplanade Theatres on the Bay.

OMG THIS SO MADE ME DAY. IM AM SO THERE. FINALLY THEY ARE COMING TO SG. FINALLY!!!!!

2009-02-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hiiii! I hope today went well :/ :/
Next time, i shall not try to attempt to bring my own food and buy my picnic lunch instead!!
Anw, we went from..... Tamp int > Botanical Gardens > Cathay > Century Square > Movies > Tm Arcade > Home :D
We caught He's just not that into you!! Awesome i swear, hahahhaha. Its so full of quotable quotes and me being a sucker for such quotes will spam you w/ em. FEEL FREE TO IGNORE IT HAHHAHAHA. Pics up tmr :)

"Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope."
-Gigi

"Gigi: So what now I'm just supposed to turn from every guy who doesn't like me?
Alex: Uh. Yeah!
Gigi: There's not gonna be anybody left..."

"I had this guy leave me a voice mail at work, so I called him at home, and then he emailed me to my BlackBerry, and so I texted to his cell, and now you just have to go around checking all these different portals just to get rejected by seven different technologies. It’s exhausting."
-Mary

Its the kind of show that makes you go, Awwww at the end and snaps you back to reality that sometimes things don't always go the way you want them to but like the cliche quote goes, everything will be ok in the end, because if its not ok, then its not the end.

2009-02-27T17:10:00.003+08:00

Aw i luv you guys.
Can you believe it? It's been four bloody years. Four. Bloody. Years. We've seen each other when they were ugly, pretty, half naked, crying, smiling, laughing, dancing, singing.

I keep typing words and then end up deleting them because words can't really describe our friendship cause its one of a kind.

We're not the perfect bunch of people, we all have very different flaws, but still flaws nonetheless. We've watch as our closest friends slowly change, appearance and personality wise, for the better. I won't say that we have the perfect friendship, where we know exactly what each other is thinking, and know each other like the back of our hands. We've had our fair share of ups and downs, inside quarrels and disputes, but the fact that now, 4 yrs ltr, we're still friends, definitely shows something.

I'm not making promises, that for sure, we'll be friends in years down the room, that we'll be there for each other at every concert, at every graduation or that we really will be there as each other's bridesmaids or godmothers to each other's children. That maybe 20 or 30 yrs down the road, we will be a bunch of typical aunties talking about our children and how the prices of oil/flour/rice went up. But I can promise that years down the road, I will look back and never regret any time spent with you guys.

None of us have perfect lives. There is always some sort of problem waiting for us round every bend. But sometimes, it really takes a video like that to show that, we may not have everything we want, but we really are blessed.
I'm not saying that after we go to our respective polys, we'll still stick to each other, and not make new friends or anything like that. More like, we'll all go ahead with our lives, pursuing our respective diplomas, making a new set of friends, a new clique but when we look back, when we think that we have no true friends, we'll look back and know that we'll always be there for each other.

I could have never asked for a better group of friends. Really ♥

2009-02-26T21:19:00.002+08:00

Bedok int for lunch & SATA with Yingzxz and Fee for medical! Spent the time laughing, talking and giggling damn loudly. I really think we were the noisiest people in the clinic. Urine test was hilarious but i shall not touch on the details HAHAHAHHA. Wasted 2-3hrs there! Thank god for them or i would have been bored to death. BK w/ Fee for dinner. Yay we resisted the temptation of crepes:) Omg & Fee came up with this ridiculous (YES ITS PRETTY RIDICULOUS) idea that we should keep a spending journal (?!?!), So we know where we spend all our $$. So we said, lets get a nice small notebook that will fit into our smallest bags. So we spent a lot of time cooing over the uber cute tiny notebooks in Artbox. AND THEN WE LEFT THERE EMPTY HANDED. Cause Fee said we should, decorate them ourselves instead! OK, so we went popular to get cheaper plain notebooks to decorate. AND THEN WE LEFT THERE EMPTY HANDED TOO. Why why why? BECAUSE WE DECIDED THAT WE WON'T WRITE ANYTHING ON IT AND IT WILL BE A WASTE OF $ BETTER SPEND IT ON SHOPPING RIGHT.

Omg, seriously. I swear we will never ever be able to save $. Accept it.

2009-02-26T10:32:00.003+08:00

Nothing beats chatting with your good friend on a rainy day with hot chocolate and ferrerro rocher. I think it's the simplest things like this that makes me love the moments together♥♥♥

We talked and talked. Played our version of tarot card, WHICH TOTALLY SUCKED FOR ME. THANKS YING!!! Hahhahah, dammit. Sat on the top of my double decker bed, taking pictures and making videos. Guitar hero on hard ftw!! Aw ying, you know i luv you!

Sigh medical checkup ltr & i'm crossing my fingers i'll be so damn healthy i won't need a blood test :( :( :(

2009-02-24T14:37:00.002+08:00

Why is the polytechnic enrollment leaving me so confused? :(

THANKS YING YOU'RE A LIFESAVER GLOVE YOU!!!!

2009-02-21T20:48:00.004+08:00

HELLO I GOT MY ENROLLMENT PACKAGE THINGY TODAY.
:D Yay finally.

Hahahahha I woke up damn early to go to z's camp today to see his dogs and omgbbq i swear crystal is damn cute cute cute and black is damn big and heavier than me. Hahahhaha. Came back, then went to band to find Tengzxz and Gracia to pass them their Xmas present!! Headed down to pasir ris to meet dom and pass him his cd. Jason decided to ps him so i accompanied him for 1.5 hrs. Omg i'm so nice right?! HAHAHA. Ok i had a good day again. Had dinner just now & saw chewy!! Tianzxz can someone really tell me the actual price of poly fees. I'm feeling v xintong right now ok : (

Meh, got to work tmr cause im broke :(
ATHENS,GREECE/ORIENTATION?

2009-02-20T22:21:00.003+08:00

Hiiii! Today saw me going down to buonavista with yingsterzxzx. Sorry i made you go so early :( Meet Jason and Dom and went to Holland v! Had Dinner at this Mexican restaurant. Disturbed the puppies at PLC. Hahahahhah damn cute i swear. The cocker spaniel looks a lot like a stuff toy! Cold Rock Ice Creamery. Boysenberry + Whitechoc with maltesers. Starbucks cause a certain someone didn't want to go back. In the end we cabbed back cause we're a bunch of lazy people. Holland v has a lot of angmohs O: & I swear the ang moh kids are damnnnn freaking cute. Hahahahah. And the Holland v "Mall" is pathetic!

Passing Dom $ and his cd tmr, then down to band for a short while (?)

Edit/
I'm loving waking up at 11, sleeping for 10hrs, going out with friends, laughing and doing stupid stuff together, like singing songs while walking and dancing like a potential clubber. NOT POTATO CLUBBER OKOK. I'm loving making lists, crossing fingers that we'll complete them, doing totally random stuff, shopping, eating good food. I'm loving my life right now. I'm wishing that it wouldn't end.

2009-02-16T23:57:00.002+08:00

There’s a reason the pharmacy includes a suggested intake
on the prescription bottle, and you, my friend, are it ♥

Oh my i seriously love my friends, they make me laugh and laugh and laugh. What will i do without them really. I swear if every night is like this, i'll probably die from laughter soon. We have so many inside jokes that we can't remember all of them. Hahahhaa I spent the day talking to ying, playing valkyrie profile and powerpets!

FEE, GO PLAY POWERPETS TOO!!

An Angel? No, An Aerith!

2009-02-14T23:58:00.002+08:00

HI I HAD A CURLS TODAY!!
Hahahahah. Happy vday!!♥♥
I had an okay day with awesome awesome company!!♥
Fee came over, watched me eat, spongebob square pants!, fussing over what to wear, curling our hair. Met the others at Pasir ris int, headed to pasir ris where we rollerbladed and fed the mosquitoes our blood :( I'm sure Fee can skate now!! So lets go iceskating soon again k! Saw ponies ponies ponies. Omg i swear horseback riding lessons costs a bomb, v turnoff :( Whitesands for neoprints! 14 feb 14 feb. Library where we read gossip magazines and bitched about the celebrities, Hahahha! I swear we had nothing better to do. Phins!! Drool worthy dinner! Foodcourt for my Icekachang, no liao, extra milk pls!! Arcade, Throwing-ball-thingy game, Photo hunt!! I got a new bag today :) :) He shall be my valentine! I luvvv today, i swear my friends never fail to crack me up. S.A.D, B.A.D FTW OK!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

On the sidenote, B18!!! spells alcohol, m18, dxo, wedding crashers, pigtails, ALL BLACK, hotel sleepover, 10places, bus marathon, welfare org, flash mob, cosplay!!!, proper movie marathon, GMAX OMG, heels!, mini golf 8), cable car, snow city, pulau ubin, community classes, prawning, musical, pitch a teen, donate blood :(, fly a kite! & more!!

:D ♥

2009-02-11T18:07:00.004+08:00

Our new trend. Double coloured layered skirt. Chio!!

BALLERINA!

BALLERINA IN ACTION!
(k la, actually she was trying to get the purple thing off. but looks kewl hor!)

PREGNANT

FARMER GURL FTW!

We make stupid look cool hor.

FEE, RMBR THIS OR NOT?! :D

Omg, isn't this a really pretty school. I like schools made out of bricks!!! :D
I have such weird taste, i know. But i don't like those modern sci-fi kewl kinda school buildings. BRICKS FTW!
Plus its UWA! If i do go there, I'll be there with dear phryne!! :D
KEWL YES?

Edit/

MUST READ MUST READ I SWEAR AHAHAHHAHA.

"♪-XINYING says:
omg my reputation no more...
♥, Deanna. says:
HAHAHAHHA
♥, Deanna. says:
got reputation in the first place meh!
"♪-XINYING says:
GOT LOHHHHHHHH
"♪-XINYING says:
the nice pretty kind perfectionist xinying.

♥Fiona;♡ says:
HELLO CHIO PERFECTIONIST
"♪-XINYING says:
:(

♥Fiona;♡ says:
THE BALLERINA AH
♥Fiona;♡ says:
AHAHAH
"♪-XINYING says:
YEAH MAN
"♪-XINYING says:
chio right?!?!?!?!??!?!
♥Fiona;♡ says:
OWNS ALL MAN

This is why i love my friends!
HAHAHH Farmers ftw!!! Ying i know you love me, isn't the story touching?
http://amethystfio.multiply.com/photos/album/121/Haagen_Daz
Picture from long ago.
IMY MY FRINGE PLS DONT EVER LEAVE ME AGAIN. WHAT WILL I DO WITHOUT YOU? WHEN YOU LEFT, YOU TOOK A PART OF ME AWAY :(
OHMY WHY AM I SO DRAMATIK?

My story. The Awesome Friend Named Deanna
♥, Deanna. says:
there was a girl ballerina named xinying
who got pregnant
"♪-XINYING says:
LOLL okay okay.
♥, Deanna. says:
so her bestfriend
♥, Deanna. says:
decided to be a farmer
♥, Deanna. says:
to help her raise her child!!!!
♥, Deanna. says:
ISN'T SHE SWEET

Yeh, isn't she sweet? I'm a farmer, I plant love and I have temptation resistant spray!

♥Fiona;♡ says:
is there a way to cure curiosity?
♥, Deanna. says:
kill a cat!!!

I'm so ridiculous right? :D

2009-02-10T22:39:00.002+08:00

Procrastinated today! Another lesson learnt, never say, I won't do any on mon/tues/wed/thursday, because i will always always end up with plans.
Another thing, i was reading the news recently. 20000 new jobs for the tourism industry next year. Govt will be pumping more $$ into tourism. Also, Biomedical sector is continually growing and is expected to grow over the next few years. Why is the media industry so small? Sigh, i'm feeling so insecure about my future. Was mass comm really the right choice? ... OK I NEED TO STOP THINKING SO MUCH.

I dreamed i was dying as i so often do. And when i awoke, i was sure it was true.
I ran to the window, threw my head to the sky and said,
Whoever is up there, please don't let me die ♥

http://www.guardian.co.uk/uk/2009/jan/31/knife-crime-croydon

1) This is exactly the reason why i support death penalty
2) I need to stop crying!!
3) I'm glad I can walk around in Singapore and midnight and feel safe (sort of)
4) It's damn bloody sad sad sad.
5) I really need to stop crying...
6) This is why i can't be a newscaster
7)I'll probably break down and have crying fits when news like these come on.
8) Sigh, life is so unpredictable seriously.

...

9) OK I SHOULD REALLY STOP CRYING. MY DAD THINKS IM AN EMOTIONAL WRECK NOW.

2009-02-09T22:51:00.002+08:00

Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your hearts out ♥

Krashed my house today! Followed by wasted time queuing for stupid machine which cheated my feelings :( Slurpee. Basketball. Olddd = Tired tired tired. Macs. Home. Dinner. Work.
Omg I swear i cannot work for more than 2hrs. I feel like dying right now, really!! FOR THE SAKE OF $$!!!

Last night after playing Super Smash Bros Brawl!! with Greg, the two of us and my parents were in my room talking about Angpao $$, Athens and suddenly my Dad said.

Dad: I think it's time to let you guys watch more Discovery Channel and etc.
Me to Greg: Omg, is he talking about Cable?!
Greg to Me: Really ah!! I can't believe it!
Me to Greg: I CAN'T BELIEVE HE'S GETTING CABLE.
Dad: Ya la! Cable la, why?
Me & Greg: Nothingggg : D

Omggggg, WHY IS HE SO NICE SUDDENLY HAHAHHAHA. I mean, he never wanted to get cable for us because he thought that we'll be practically stuck to the tv when he does. So when we have given up all hope of getting cable... V irritating hor. I tell you another irritating thing. I was looking through the pictures we took in Macau and last year's mother's day pictures!! Omg It seriously sucks to have a mother more photogenic than you. Tianzxz I lead such a sad life. I shall show you the picture soon. YOU'LL TOTALLY UNDERSTAND OK!! :( :( :(

2009-02-08T23:21:00.002+08:00

Omg i collected $5xx worth of angpaos this year O: O:
Ok i can't believe it!! Hahhahha sadly i can only keep half, and half of which i've spent already. Shucks this sucks :( At least i'm a little richer now! I shall learn to be a lot more frugal and thrifty since i'm not getting allowance till April!

My neighbour is a life saver :) She offered me a job!! Though the pay is miserable, i have very flexible hours! Plus its mainly data entry, very brainless work just that after looking at numbers for hours you really get very irritated. Thank god i didn't get into Accounting :) Another downside is that this is really very temporary and i doubt i'll be able to earn three digits from it :( Sighzxz, ITS BETTER THAN NOTHING. Am seriously still thinking about working and studying because i need to fund my trip to ** in June on my own!! :( So maybe i'll work like Mar Apr May!

Dad has been talking about an Athens, Greece trip recently!! He has one of those flights in Apr!!! Omg, if we really do go, it'll be another part of Europe done :) :) Plus Greece = Pretty Seaside houses + Kewl Architechure!! But then again, if we do go to Athens, it'll mean no more Canadian Wedding in Dec anymore :( Sighzxz i was looking forward to Calgary, Edmonton, Vancouver! Snow, Fireplaces and Horseback riding!!

Life's pretty awesome now (except the fact that i'm broke, pffft) Gfs will be over at my house tmrw to play wii! Awesomezxz.

2009-02-06T11:40:00.003+08:00

the pages keep turning i'll mark off each day with a cross
and i'll laugh about all that we've lost

♥

It sucks to want to go shopping only to realise that you have no $ :(
Tempted to ask my parents but i haven't taken any allowance from them since November :/ Shall go digging for more Angpaos.

2009-02-05T13:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE DIMMICK!!
Omg you know i was doing my whitening last night and i was half conscious so i think i squirted too much of the solution onto the whitening tray. After half an hour my teeth felt damn pain but i forced myself to hold on till the one hour mark.

Omg, now my teeth's damn discoloured and fcking pain i couldn't sleep properly last night. How how how how how. I think i'm gng to wear my retainers 24/7 till this disaster gets sorted out :(

JC people started school already. I'm sort of glad i didn't put JC as my first choice in the end. But then again, i'm sort of regretting it already because the last time i checked, SPH is awfully biased to JC students (nb!) :( Okkk, i'm supposed to be finding a job right now but i'm seriously damn lazy. Wl, i want to slack of this three months but i practically have 0 $$ now :(

Sucks to be me!! Plus i don't know anyone in the same course as meeee :(

2009-01-28T09:46:00.002+08:00

WHOOTS. WILL BE GONE FOR 3 DAYSSS!
Spastics chalet omg omg i can't wait i think it'll be awesome because of the company mostly! Cny was usual as usual. The usual reunion dinners, peranakan fare, angbao angbao angbao, gambling. I realised my family is so slackk, we don't go visiting except for 0ur grandparents house. Hahahha, but it was fun, disturbing cousins, updated on gossips, trashing ** and talking about how ridiculous the response is, WINNING MAHJONG GAMES! :D I didn't take any pictureeees, its pretty obvious i'm not a trigger happy person.

ANYWAY I think everyone has packed their bags except for me!! Got to go bathe and pack now :D
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE MISSS ME TONS AND TRUCKLOADS HAHAHAH

2009-01-20T22:44:00.005+08:00

Pls wait for it to load! You won't regret it! LOL :D
Wayyy back from the time at Marche. 11th Jan? We were totally freaking the people sitting next to us with our loud and incessant laughter.
FOR NOW. PICTURE SPAM/PROPER UPDATE SOON.

2009-01-18T22:28:00.001+08:00

PARK YONG HA WILL YOU MARRY ME.
hahhahah omg he's damn cute ok. I'll take back whatever i said about guys with small eyes and single eyelids, he can totally pull them off.
Ohnoezxz. This is what happens after i watch kdrama the whole day.

♥Fiona, hocuspocused;♡; says:
go tell your ying

YING, YOU'RE MINE NOW :D HEHEHEHEH
Out tmr yay yay yay hopefully i can start working on my little project asap!

2009-01-16T12:24:00.005+08:00

Spent the whole of last night crying and calling up many people, talking talking talking. Most of them encouraged me to follow my interest and go to TP because obviously, taking history and math again is not what i want. Lit and Econs might be interesting but in terms of lit, many others will have the upper hand as they took o lvl lit :(
I'm still 50:50. I think my choice is made, i just need to convince and assure myself once more. What they said about me is right.
"Deanna, you're too afraid to take risks. Why?"

Why? Good question. The only thing that makes me happy now is planning Fiona and my trip to ** and checking out Air tickets. Apparrently, it's dirt cheap if we book now.

Edit/ I think i cried more this week than i ever did the whole of last year. Amended. I hope i'm doing the right thing. I know people always say this esp when they go jc, but i'm going to study really really hard. Maintain a good GPA and go get my degree. I shall go Tp and be a nerd and loner 8) My parents have been soo supportive and i can tell that in actual fact they want me to take the 'proper' route and go to jc. But since they're putting so much faith in me, i shall really really strive to do really really well. I'm setting my sights on a much farther goal in the future. I will will will will get it.

Ediedit/ If i go poly. Am going to work for two months really hard and really try to save save save a lot so that i can fund the trip to ** on my own and pay for mom's airfare :) And start paying for all my meals and concessions passes for the next two months on my own!!

I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.

2009-01-15T15:18:00.004+08:00

NOOO. how did spending one digit online go to almost spending 3 digits if i really get all those that i like!! Ohmy ohmy. This sucks balls manzxz. Wanted to call woo over to online shop with me and share all my sale sites but she went home after tp alrdy -.- Haiyozxz, where's fee when i need her manzxz. Feeeeee why must you work so hard!! Speaking of which, i need a job if this carries on, my parents are going to flip when they see the parcels coming in for me. I ish died dead deaded omg.

Edit/ Omg i'm very frustrated. I. Want. To. Cry.

Edit2/ Okay. I cried. Now what?

2009-01-14T22:15:00.004+08:00

HELLOOO. Sajc open house was a let down! But oh well, i've already applied so its all up to the person up there now! Whatever it is, i'll accept the outcome and i will not cry. Yup. Though i think i'll be a loner there -.- Since i'm this Ahlian who speaks singlish with lots of vulgarities. Sighzxz. Headed over to Far East, Mogu mogu kitchen and i was a lot happier (: Spent the day at Fareast and Wisma! Spent about 60$ today on a pair of killer heels, a pair of sandals, two tops at cotton on, a bunch of accessories and lunch! Super satisfied with my loot! Transferred $ for two tops i got online! Hahhaha. Plus i already went shopping for cny at bugis and f21 already -.- I'm hopeless. Hao kai xin wor! Hahahhahahah. Anyway just now was stewpit with a capital s. I went to transfer money after dinner, after collecting my receipt, i walked away without taking back my ATM card -.- Wtf right!! Thank god i remember and rushed back. Ying, I'm very very proud of you. Finally, finally, finally after complaining and complaining. YOU'VE FINALLY APPLIED!!

Edit/ Fiona loves irritating me manzxz, she always always does it.
Fiona: Deanna... I'm in a dilemma..
Me thinking, Omg omg wth happened?!
Fiona: Should i buy a **?
Fiona: Its very very nice but it's ** bucks!!

-.- -.- ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME!!

2009-01-13T20:44:00.003+08:00

SAJC or Mass Comm.
Omg omg biggggg headache. I really dont mind either of the two!
Pros & Cons
Sajc : Direct buses! Nice uniform. Great Band. A levels. Very slack (I heard from others). No friends. Dilemma over subject combination. Easier to get into Uni. Buttt What if i don't do well for A lvls?!
Mass Comm @ tp: OPPOSITE MY HOUSE HAHAH. No A levels! Fun modules and electives. Very interesting. Harder to get into uni. Sg's very small media industry with a not very bright future. Not 101% sure that is what i want to do for my whole life. Harder to get into Uni. Buttt It may be fun but what if i waste my time and regret taking that course? Besides, so many people want to go to masscomm, there's only SPH and Mediacorp. What are the chances.

This sucks -.- But i'm going to apply tonight so that i will stop thinking and thinking about it.

2009-01-13T00:09:00.002+08:00

SATISFIED.
Thats how i feel today, like a load off my shoulders, like all my hard work has paid off! I'm pretty glad with my results! Glad that i can go into the school and courses that i was interested in. Congrats to the others who did well too! I didn't cry at first but when i called my parents to tell him my score, i started crying and laughing at the same time -.- I'm just so happy to see them happy with my results and telling me that i did a good job ♥ Dinner with Ying, Fee, Chew, Glor, Pauline and Mdm low at New york new york. Candy floss ftw! Sat at starbucks and talked and laughed out loud. Picture perfect moments!

2009-01-11T22:41:00.003+08:00

Rise and shine. New computer chairs! New closet/wardrobe soon. Bye old comfy dirty furry armchair which Ying must love cause she always sleeps on it. Postponed meeting time. Fiona's bus hates me. Mrt mrt mrt. Sentosa. Cafe Del Moar. Secret secluded spot with no one and lots of sun. Suntan Sunburnt. Long long talk. Annoying * guys. Long long walk to Palawan. Coke. Shower. Secret foot technique (Passed down from Fiona's mum to her to me, k!). Vivo. Watsons. Vivomart. F21 f21 f21 f21 f21. Met Ying! Total bill would add up to almost 200. Omg. URS. Daiso! Marche. Rosti rosti rosti. Gingerbeer ftw!! Yum yum yum Crepe. Stupid Bursts. Literally laughing out loud loud loud. Freaking the people on the table next to us. High high high. HotnCold. Mrt mrt mrt. Ying's Design skill. Boonkeng. Kisses kisses. 23. Silent MTV! Home. Krispy Kreme! I love love love today. It totally kept my mind away from tmrw! Hopefully i'll be able to get some shuteye tonight! Macs lunch tmrw. Terrible predictions coming true. Dinner out hopefully with Phryne and Mdm low!

2009-01-08T15:25:00.002+08:00

I hate my retainers, they make me feel like gagging :(
Anyway on the brighter side, i'm $4** richer now! Hahahah feels so shuang seeing money in my account once again, unlike yesterday where i only had a measly $1.70, wtf right -.-
Met Johan for lunch just now, meeting him and jason ltr for the class chalet thingo. Sleepover at Ying's tonight! Open house and CCA selection tmr, Sentosa and f21 this Sunday!

2009-01-07T22:34:00.005+08:00

Today was spent attempting to pack my room to no avail! In fact, it looks worse now -.-
Hahahh whatever. Headed down to bugis with Miss Ying, to shop for CNY clothes. Tianzxz, Miss Ying spent a bomb today. Back to Eunos MRT station then cabbed down to PP to pick Fiona and shop at C.O. Back to Tamp, Dinner, Dinner at Prata shop, Usual hangout, Talktalktalk like the old times. Today's such a happy day. I like.
OPEN MOUTH INSERT FOOT. This is our (Me, Ying & Fee) new secret teachique!!

Grace!! That picture is for you :D 7777777
Grace: You must spell my surname with 7 os okay! Its Grace Wooooooo

2009-01-06T19:04:00.007+08:00

OMG ROFL ROFL ROFL I CANT WAIT HAHAHAH.
HELLO. Omg it took me the whole afternoon to do this new skin cause i couldn't get the code for the refreshpicturechange to work. Thank god it works now! :D Pictures of the spastics and songs that remind me of them. This week is totally xinying week manzxz, i'm seeing her almost everyday! Yesterday we watched penelope and my sassy girl. Today we finished up her CG's skin then had lunch, i'm going up after dinner ltr! Tmr we're going shopping + Dinner w/ Fee. Thurs we're having a movie marathon at my house after the chalet! :D YAY I took out my braces today and it feels so so weird, like i'm toothless kind of feeling. Hahahha i'm happy anw, dinner then i'm going to show off my five thousand dollars smile! (As Daddy puts it, Hahahah)

Edit/
Pictures from the steamboat day!

ANDDD.
My 5k smile Hahahahhaha!

Ohmyzxz life can't get any better than this! Tmr/Thur/Fri sounds so perfect!
Picture perfect kodak moment

Editedit/
Omg Nanachap80 pissed me off so bad i must rant also you'll prob not understand me. Reira is a bitch, she should just go rot in freaking hell. So is Takumi omg, they can go rot together since apparrently they can't keep themselves apart from each other _|_ F*cker
Shucks don't ask me why i'm so worked up over manga cause that's just me. You're talking to the girl who cried when she read Charlotte's Web -.-

2009-01-04T15:20:00.003+08:00

See Fiona, i'm the first person doing this quiz! I know you lub meeeee.

Use the first letter of your FIRST name to answer each of the following.They have to be real places, names, things... nothing made up!Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same first initial.You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name questionTag 5 people to do this hard but fun survey.

The 5 people that you are going to tag:
tom dick harry mary sue

DEANNA!

1.Famous artist/band/musician- Dixie Chicks
2.Five letter word- Diary
3.US state- Delaware
4.Boy name- Dylan!
5.Girl name- Danielle
6.Occupation- Driver
7.Something that you wear- Dress ( Actually i don't -.- )
8.Celebrity- David Cook
9.Something found in the kitchen- Drinks
10.Reason for being late- Damn tired
11.Something that you shout- Damn you
12.Body part- Dimples? D***!

I just realised how hard it is to do this quiz with the letter D :(
HAHA XINYING I'LL SEE HOW YOU DO IT! (X!)

These few days have been mundane!
Friday: I cooked my special spaghetti with love for my twinneh. I'm sure she loves me and thought of me when she was working huh! Hahahah. I went to meet Gracia & the others in the afternoon at town while the tai-tai shopped :D Headed back to Kallang for steamboat bbq. I'm going to get fat fat fat cause its my second buffet steamboat this bbq but fat isn't exactly a bad thing for me. Cabbed back to Central Park where we cut the cake and they took pictures. From there i cabbed (YES!) back home cause i was lazy while Simon and Sanche tried to cheat me of my moolah. Tskkkk.

Yesterday i met Han for my threadless tees at macs cause i was too lazy to join them for lunch X: He saw so many of his juniors and i swear he got more retarded over the holidays. Lets watch a movie soon kkkkkk.

Today i'm lazy so i'm going to sit at home and rot. Yeah, sounds appealing no?

2009-01-02T12:05:00.012+08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound

Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Whoa, the Graduation lyrics never sounded so true till now! 2008 was an awesome albeit its ups and downs. 2009 will (hopefully) be just as good if not better. New school, new cliques, new friends, new lifestyle.
Spastics! Whoa it has been another, do you still remember how we were worried we would break up? Remember how we would stay up nights to prepare each other's presents? How we would hog the basketball court? How we laugh, tease, irritate and piss each other off? How we drink alcohol till we get wasted and make up stupid dares and games? How we would have sleepovers and movie marathons? How we would have internal conflicts but still get through by talking and end up great friends again? How we all had that talk at the staircase in the new block and when * started crying, slowly all of us followed and cried together? I bet we looked like a bunch of stupid girls crying in the middle of no where but for that moment i'm pretty sure i felt my hairs stand. We'll get angry, get pissed off with each other but at the end of the day, i'm glad we're still friends! Some of our friendships got stronger, some weaker but its okay, because we still have time to fix our cracks. Afterall no one is perfect, we just have to slowly learn to accept each others flaws and i believe we're already halfway there! :D I lub you all.
I've made a ton of new friends this year, lost some older friends, made new enemies and life couldn't be better. Not only that, i'm blessed with an awesome family who are always always there, never fail to make me smile and laugh at their stupidity and love me despite me being this spoilt bratty daughter/sister. My family is really awesome and i believe that after the Italy trip last year, we became much closer knit! My couch tomato fatty father, my bimbotic ditsy mother, my chubby sumo wrestler nana, zac the zakurai card captor who loves threatening me with dog shit, who taught me how to drink and sleep and be a pig, greg my spoilt younger brother who is so awesome cause he always complains yet helps me do everything, i choose you gakuraimon, digivolve! Hahahahha I swear my brothers spoil me and we have the most retarded fun ever.

HELLO TWO OH OH NINE!!

I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Nope, its not goodbye♥

2009-01-01T23:31:00.003+08:00

I just finished playing ToS with Greg!! I'm such a bad influence, i made him stay up to play with me even though he has school tmrw X:
It sorts of feels weird though!! Its the first time in 10 freaking years that i don't need to do holiday assignments and go back to school on 2nd/3rd ish of january! I think i'm sort of missing school now. Omg Ying, no more walking to school, waiting at the void deck for you, chatting and taking our own sweet time until we realise we're late and start running, running from our house to school because one of us were late! Sighzxz :( No more long long hair inspections and a whole load of people going up to the front. Everythings soooo fast. I can't believe i've graduated from secondary school, feels just like i was sec one not long ago. I'll be 17 this year!! I can barely believe i can watch nc16 movies now!! Ohmy, i'm feeling so nostalgic! Thank goodness 2009 kickstarted well with girlfs and loads of laughter. I hope we stay this way for a long long time to come. 2009 will be a year of change esp for our batch, sigh i feel that the future is so unpredictable now :(

2009-01-01T13:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR.
I should be starting on my long long traditional new year post but i'm too lazy.

Hahhah what a way to start the new year!
Yahoos are coming over ltr to play rockband :D

2008-12-30T11:12:00.003+08:00

Fading footfalls

Dammit i'm really hooked on Mirotic!! And and Tales of Symphonia is so addictive too. Sigh, i think i'm turning into a major game nerd 8)
Dinner last night was awesome at The Tapas Tree at Clarke Quay! Its this spanish restuarant with really really nice ambience and thank god the weather yesterday was good, very breezy.
Had Russian Ice cream for dessert. Its literally sticky, chewy and not-too-sweet-nice. Yumyumyum. Ate the ice cream by the river, watched people go up the G-max bungy thingy which scared my pants off and tourists take pictures after pictures of our singapore river which is actually more of a canal with a nicer name -.-

Am going out earlier later to check out Mommy's present and my 160gb ipod.
Should i get it? :////////

I wont be a braceface much longer!! :D

2008-12-28T15:51:00.004+08:00

Omg Reyna got me hooked on Mirotic :(
Hahahahha i think i'm slowly falling in love with her boyfriend. Reyna! Can you share pls :D
LOL. and i totally forgot that it's my mom's birthday tmrw. Sighzxz, i'll look for a present tmrw -.- I'm too lazy to do anything today.

Days have been good with lazy mornings, afternoons spent reading and playing rockband. Nights are spent playing rockband ( apparently novelty hasn't worn off yet ) and watching my brothers play dota/persona4, scolding & cursing noobs, screaming whenever they get backstabbed and scolding them for dying.

I need new books. I've read kite runner, seeing stars and marley & me the past two days already. Should i spend my christmas money on books or a new wardrobe? ://

My brothers are currently crazy over Misery Buisness on rockband and they say they want to challenge Ying to singing that song. HAHAHA Ying ah, i'm betting my money on you k!

& just now my mom said.
Ma: Your lunch is the one next to the orange cup
Me: Does it matter? Greg and I are having the same thing anyway
Ma: No... But the colour of the cup is different...

-.- GRACE. You must have influenced her!!! :(

My post is so disorganised, if you actually read this far you must be realy tolerant.
Off to read Midnight Sun!

Edit/
Daddy: You guys are so boring now.
Me&G&Z: ?!
D: When you were younger i could bring you all down to orchard to see the lights and buy presents at toy are us.
MGZ: Oh don't bother christmas lights this year aren't nice
D: You saw them already?!
MGZ: And who said you can't bring us to toys r us anymore?
D: (rolls eyes and walks away)

Noooo, seriously. What's wrong with toys r us, i'm pretty sure i'll find something there for christmas but the red packet he gave us this year works just fine :)

2008-12-27T14:07:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! Life's been busy and great with the kickass company i have! Christmas was awesome with the presents, cookies, sleepover, rockband, cards, pictures, videos!! and vodka. Ying came over yesterday for rockband and movies! Now that Phryne is in town i think everything will be x12345679 better! :D Can't wait. I gtg though, my brothers are out so i'm taking the time to hog both the computer and rockband at the same time and my song is about to start, bye!

Edit! Oh no no no. They said that maybe the actor who played PrinceCaspian will play Jacob black in New moon. It'll be so so so wrong because Jacob is not supposed to look more handsome that Edward. And besides, I'm not supposed to like Jacob either! :(
Shucks. That would suck cause i would find Jacob more handsome that Edward :( :( :(

2008-12-16T22:17:00.003+08:00

HEHEX. Am happy today cause we did practically nothing cept sitting around and slacking which is precisely what i missed the most! Dad sent grace and i to CGH for her physio! We met Jasmin there!! :D After she was done, we walked over to Eastpoint, met Grace d, bought presents for velvet and rum and squealed over the super cute hyperactive puppies and pufferfish. Yeh, met Fee for lunch and omg, i fell in love!! Hahah, i'm kidding duh, but he was so damn cute!
Even Fiona said: Omg, he's so cute, i'll take anything that he gives me.
Hahahah, headed back to tm and then to my house where i curled Grace's hair, drank vodka, bloghopped and laughed over Tarts my body and We belong together

I lub them wib a capital L! I can't for this whole week cause its going to be sooo exciting!

Tmrw, Baking Xmas partay Christmas lights with the best company ever
Thurs, Minds Cafe!! Omg, pufferfish i miss you so much! :(
Fri, Tweelight (?!?!) Japanese for dinner with family

I still need to do my christmas shopping, packing and wrapping. And I still need to call up the resort and figure out what to give z, sigh :(

2008-12-15T22:18:00.002+08:00

Ohmy did you miss me? I can't believe i didn't touch the computer for almost a week O:
Hahahha worked for 6 days and earned about 4**!
Work was tiring as hell, working 12hrs a day and 15 on alternate days. They wanted to extend me and the others till this weekend but we didn't want cause we were seriously too tired to carry on. And another additional 4 quit when they were supposed to work till the 28th O:

Anyway although work was terribly tiring, the people there are Awesome with a capital A, honestly. They are so fun to work with and they are the only thing that makes me look forward towards working. From the manager to fellow part timers, they are all so funny and nice! Hopefully we'll meet again for TanSiYing's birthday!! :D Tsk, but they kept bullying me and calling me a 14yr old :( Anyway! I'm just so glad to have met so many great nice friends!! But i'll be taking a break from work till january because i want to spend time with the spastiks and tengzxz and gracia and etc. Cause you can't compare the two.
As i was working, i had a lot of time to think many things over and i discovered a lot of flaws about myself and the friendships with *, i'll be hoping i can slowly change things over time!

Had a date with misslim and miss chew today! I wanted to go futher like town or something but ying said we should hang around in the neighbourhood which was an awesome idea cause i felt like i haven't been there in ages (which is sort of true) and it felt so nostalgic, how we used to walk the same way to school together almost everyday for the past two years. Had bbt and i treated them to chips :D And omg, chew dyed her hair but i shan't comment on it X: Retreated back to chew's house where we played instruments, made a list of things to do and watched tv while they tolerated me incessant talking about how i'm craving for corn and beans O: The chews must think i'm some kind of freak now!!

This week is going to be busy too, but in a much better way! Will be meeting up with all the spastics (excluding glor) this week to do some needed catching up! Also, family time, tweelight, christmas shopping, baking, partay and christmas lights. I can't waaaaait!!

2008-12-09T20:29:00.004+08:00

Work today was great because the store was closed = Slack slack slack
Not totally slack, but basically i got paid to paste the new price tag stickers on the clothes and zap the barcodes with the pathfinder which was totally fun. Ok, cheap thrills i know -.-
Yesterday, I forced my mom to bring me to expo for the borders fair and while i was happily looking through the books she spent a bomb over at the john little sale. But whatever, i'm so happy over my new books! I can't wait to start reading them, i'm such a nerdddd.

Anyway i met new friends at work! Bertha and Fiona (HAHAH Omg, Fiona come online!!). They're two jc girls who are really nice and very very funny. The minute we clocked out, they went, Okay!! Lets go try on clothes now!! And thats how i spent one hour in the store trying on clothes like nobody's buisness which was so fun because the store was practically empty except for us! Hahah, and thank god i got a really nice boss and i/cs who calls everyone darling and treats them to starbucks when she's in a good mood (like today!) I guess i'm really really lucky, cause i'm reporting at 12 instead of 830 tmrw!! Though i think today would be like the calm before storm because tomorrow marks the start of the sale and workhours till 12/1 AM and well, all black which sucks. Next five days spells H-E-C-T-I-C! I even had to postpone my Taking-Out-Braces day till next year cause we can't take off days, but its okay really, i think i'll feel naked-ish without it :/ Im so weird i know. Sigh

2008-12-08T11:23:00.002+08:00

HAHA.
"I need new glasses
...and a boyfriend"

Starting work tmrw! Sigh, tmrw shall mark the start of my all black days :( :( :(
Which is ridiculous for me because i dont have any black tops and only one black bottom!
Ohwell! Am dragging my mom down to Expo for the borders sale thingy, hopefully i'll be able to get more books to entertain myself with.

Caught Bolt yesterday and omgzxzwtfbbq. Rhino the hamster is so damn bloody cute #@$%^!!

2008-12-04T14:24:00.002+08:00

God this bloody week is terrible, stayed at home whining to myself the whole day. I want to go outttt, i feel so restricted and cooped up :( Thank god i'm going out for dinner tmrw, or i'll probably strangle myself in my room with all the computer wires! Okay i'm exagerrating, i hope i'll be able to walk tmrw. Please heal my stewpit feet.

Ohhhhh. Spot the similarities!! Hahahah.

& Grace's!
http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tSE_p_Rr70A/STQCwuyUhgI/AAAAAAAABuI/vtyoH4HzPbE/s1600-h/P1010083.JPG

But Macau was uberly boring for me, I couldn't go in the Casino cause they kept wanting to check my passport :( Anyway, the temples, churches and ruins weren't my thing. Seen it all last year at Italy and i was looking forward to mostly shopping this time. Bummerrrrr.

Oh well, i shall go back to being a grouch. Byeeeee.

2008-12-02T13:01:00.002+08:00

Was so looking forward to this iceskating trip for days and days but my feet just had to be a bitch and act up.
My feet is covered in a lot of those small water blisters thingy :(

Edit/
Omfg, they injected my backside!!!!!!!!!!
D:

2008-12-01T17:03:00.001+08:00

On the first day of the last month of the year.
I'm sick. Not really.
Injured? Not really either.
Anyway i spent it horribly.

Its a badddd sign, shit :/

2008-11-28T21:49:00.002+08:00

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Im sorry sorry sorry sorry for countless things.
I can practically see karma creeping towards me from around the corners now.
Am Sorry for two things today but i'm feeling less guilty for another because hey, i trust with practically everything and i know know know she will keep mum. Right right? Better say yes k, or i'll show everyone where you hide your silicon!

2008-11-25T20:15:00.002+08:00

Before i start the post,
Ashlee Simpson gave birth and named her son Bronx Mowgli Wentz, Doesn't Mowgli ring a bell? O: Its the name of that Jungle Book character!
& Taylor swift won the Favourite Country Female at AMAs & she performed White Horse which is really nice, can someone pls send me that song!
&&& The next Harry Potter movie trailer, I heard the movie's opening in July 2009

Got the job at Mango so thank god for that.
HK WAS GOOD.
bought a number of stuff but not much clothes cause its all the winter fashion :(
Did my red highlights there and i'm having mixed feelings sigh they said i look like an ahlian -.- kns. Out today with Xy F & S tiring but managed to settle a couple things and Xy and F got good buys!
Got to keep this short cause i'm off to a wake soon.
Sighhhhhhh. Sudden death.
I've been trying not to think of it so that i won't cry but it really was extremely sudden and unexpected. I thought Nana was just joking with me when she told me. I think i won't really really accept the fact that he's dead until I'm there to see it for myself. Part of me is still expecting him to walk past with bags of chicken wings because he knows that we love them to bits. I'm expecting him to tell me that i can wash his toilets for him after i complain to him about the lack of jobs. It sort of makes me wonder, what happens to Pelican pizza now? I hope they don't close it down, i'll miss the chicken wings :(
I'm off, i hope i dont cry.
RIP Uncle Eddie

2008-11-14T20:00:00.001+08:00

WILL BE OFF TO HK IN SAY, 16 HRS?
need to get a good night's sleep cause im down with flu sorethroat and a slight fever which sucks shits. i'll miss you, will be back on the 23rd, happy birthday in advance reyna, i hope you liked your celebration + present + balloon + madagascar two. so sorry i can't celebrate on the day itself. i still love you to bits and pieces you reyball. hahaha.

SEE YOU GUYS SOON.

2008-11-10T13:33:00.003+08:00

OHMY. my whole family is sickkkk.
Started with Z and my father was so worried that before he left for japan he kept warning my mom to not let him pass it to me cause i have exam and blahblah. BUT I KNOW ITS BECAUSE HE DOESN'T LIKE SEEING ME SICK. HEHEHE. I feel hao loved wor.
But now G and Mummy are sick O: Like fever and everything
AND Z HAS THIS HFMD THING OKAY.
So you better stay away from me, wait i pass it to you hor.
Scary leh, but it goes to show that my immune system is ichiban!! HAHA.
Oh & theres this whole job issue thingo.
I think worse come to worse i'll go for the madewlove one cause idc, i really need moneh. I will join the club of omgi'msostupidi'mgoingtothewesttoworkformeaslypay with lim yingyingying. Ohmy, are we really that destined? Bad bad bad choy ah.
Anw yesterday we broke record, 12hrs to drama straight. Best right? I feel awesome, in a week's time i'll be at hk although the weather there is pretty pathetic, but i promise really nice presents for everyone k. And now i'm broke so plsplspls donate to the deannashoppingfund and i'll buy you a present!I karn wait seh, before i go there's rey's bday with madagascar and when i come back it'll be sentosa and iceskating whoots.
My mom bombed 160$ when she went to the doctors just now, omg, give me the $ and i'll give you panadol, then i'll donate the rest to my fund :(

I feel so incoherent hahahahha ignore me. But there's no one reading this except Fiona, ahahahha i feel pathetic butits okay, Fiona i love you and don't think so much, bad for your rusty brain seh. Kewl hahah, my catchphrase now kewlkewlkewl. YEH!

2008-11-07T16:17:00.003+08:00

The O's are finally over! Yay yay yay!
Which means, Rey's birthday Hongkong!! Workworkwork Christmas Sleepovers Chalets Etc etc etc.

But so far so good, only MCQ left.
This Monday was Social studies which was good.
Tuesday spelled I k e a. Wednesday was the Museum for F's Shuffle.
Wednesday = Many Realisations
HAHA. I realised that Xy and S are of the same kind. Unsophisticated (although they try!) and Bimbotic. I realised that Xy is F's bad luck charm X: I realised that i need to rethink about post secondary school education again after a talk w/ Mdm Wong. I realised that F&S are the most thickskinned couple i've ever met, omg. And that S is a bad photographer. Xy can't pose for jump shots. And people mistake Q&A sessions as complaint sessions. And that i have this stupid chubby round face that i have to live with for the rest of my life :(
Thursday was Gym, Basketball and Impromtu Swimming (Okay fine, floating) Hahaha, so i didn't swim but i still was tired as hell! And F, i still think G is better than Xy!! Try walking her with her everyday la :D
Today was Japanese lunch turned Kfc. Bad hair, face etc day. Bad day :(
Felt so lethargic and the weather isn't helping. Hotttttt. Went to tm to check out stuff. Dental. Omgomg, i'm taking out my braces the next visit :D :D I think i'll miss them though, but still. Yay yay yay it'll be in time for christmas! So Bad day was turned to Good day. Yeh!
Tmrw will be an early day w F Pl & Glor , Prep for rey's present, Alumni(?), maybe, depending!
Yay yay yay maybe Sunday = Another 9hr marathon? Heheheh.

Idk why i'm using F Xy G Pl Glor S, but its not like you don't know who they are.
I think i'm just lazyyyyyy

2008-10-29T16:34:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS FIONA YOU POET FOR WINNING THE BLOODY SHUFFLE!
( insert many OMG OMG OMG OMG here)

2008-10-19T15:41:00.004+08:00

OLEVELS STARTS TMR, IN ONE DAYS TIME.
Haven't studied chem yet, will prob do it tonight/tmr morning.
Had lunch at Werner's as Zac's birthday lunch. Its some kewl German place at siglap.
Think, Sausages and Pork Knuckles, Mash potatoes and Sour crop.
But omg, the knuckles is damn nice, with the fats and crispy skin. HAHAH
And i drank half a litre of the OktoberFest beer. Its nice, much smoother than the usual Tiger or whatever.
:D MY FACE IS PINKISH NOW.
And i'm thinking i'm gna Siesta(Afternoon nap). Am so bloody full, i hope i don't get a beer belly :(
Anw, you know in Italy, they always Siesta in the afternoon so most of the Restaurants opening hours are like, 11-3 then 6-10 or something like that, so that they can sleep in the afternoon.
Very song hor -.-

Anw, i'm gna nap then study (i think?) To make up for yesterday cause i didn't touch the books at all. I FEEL SO SLACK OMG. HAHAHA.
I think my whole is family is sleeping now -.- Cause lunch was that filling. :/

German beer, ftw!

Edit! I realised sleeping in the afternoon was a pretty stewpit idea (even though its raining, RAINING!) Because everyone has been adjusting their biological clock so that they'll be able to do the afternoon papers. But wow, what am i doing? I'M SLEEPING THE AFTERNOON ONE DAY BEFORE MY PAPER.
/Edit!

2008-10-15T11:35:00.002+08:00

OHGOD I'VE NO MOTIVATION TO STUDY.
Can someone talk to me and slap me and tell me that os are officially in 5days time?

Lets not waste another moment.
Lets make the best out of it.
Lets fully really utilize what time we have now.
So we won't regret it and so next year we'll be crying in happiness and not in sadness.

We only have 7 months. Its not a long time. 2 months has already gone past so fast. There really isn't much time, honestly.

Work hard, Play hard! :D Keep that in mind.

THAT WAS SEVEN MONTHS AGO.

Wow i was looking back at old posts. I THINK IM GETTING SENTIMENTAL.

Okaaay anyway i think the reason why i'm apathetic has to be because
1) my ignorance
2) my arrogance
but no, i don't feel confident i feel like, doing nothing -.- Like you know, very nua nua.
SO IT MUST BE SOME STUPID MIXTURE OF MY STUPIDITY AND IGNORANCE.
Dammmmmmit.

2008-10-03T16:48:00.001+08:00

I AM HAPPY CAUSE TODAY IS MY LAST FRIDAY IN SHS AS A STUDENT.
OMGCANTWAIT
TOGETOUTOFTHISSTUPID
SHITHOLE!

;D
AM LOOKING FORWARD TO GRAD BUT NOT OS, DAMMIT.
NOT PREPARED NOT PREPARED.

IM HAPPY CAUSE MY STORIES UPDATED TOO.
K, I FEEL LIKE A NERD. BYE!